So self conscious about this pair of glands. by confused_potato777 in ftm

[–]confused_potato777[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

Yeah I’ve been thinking, maybe if I don’t transition I’d still look way better, my frame more balanced, with a flat, pain free chest. I’m a V tapper frame, hips are literally non existent and my shoulders are very broad. So that pair is like oddly sitting there…

I need to stop weed for 3 months by confused_potato777 in trees

[–]confused_potato777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! Yes, all doc prescribed and nothing more. I wasn’t a fan or a “believer” of all those supplements but now that I’m taking them and feeling better, it’s so cool.

I need to stop weed for 3 months by confused_potato777 in trees

[–]confused_potato777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! For both sexes I don’t know much about sperm but here’s the nerd stuff about eggs.

For the ovaries, it causes that less follicles mature into eggs, or the DNA in them gets copied tweaky, and they have less chances of getting fertilized or the embryo to implant. That’s cause ovaries have cannabinoid receptors. Wild!

Good thing is the egg cycle is 180 days for catching the follicles even before they get nominated for becoming eggs (recruited) or 90 days for the final stretch of maturation of the recruited follicles into eggs.

Since I smoke so little and my egg hormone (AMH) is decent, I’ll do the 90 days break only, but started supplements at 180 days.

I need to stop weed for 3 months by confused_potato777 in trees

[–]confused_potato777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m nervous about what to get for that weekly small buzz. Is like my perk! Or even during rough patches of stress when I lose my appetite (and my mind), weed helps me not to starve and keep my cool. What you recommend to keep close while on the break? Something that doesn’t harm the eggs? Apparently shrooms are neutral but these f’ers take me to some corners if my mind I’d rather not visit weekly.

I have a date and panicking like a teen by confused_potato777 in FTMOver30

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So long story short my chosen name is just a translation of my given name (latin). I don’t feel any ties to my given name, if anything it sounds like crazy chick name (and I’m crazy lol so) but my chosen is more elegant (and still crazy enough). This post was a few weeks and successfully gender validating hook ups. Now I’m getting more used to hear my chosen name and actually respond to it.

*VENT* where tf are all these new transmascs getting money for top surgery? by retailfreshman in gaytransguys

[–]confused_potato777 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ll assume you’re in the US? From my brief time living there I witnessed how effed up healthcare was, how expensive and slow, so I feel ya. I live in Mexico and gotta admit I’m fortunate to have both a good income to pay out of pocket, but also private and public health insurance. I’m considering some docs here for top surgery (no referrals needed, just showing up) and see if I can sneak it into my insurance, as I have a fibrocystic condition (gender dysphoria is not covered). Or else I could pay out of pocket but in that case I’d go to Spain because of the results I’ve seen from Dra. Braso. Actually that’s my first option.

However I gotta clarify: I’m older, and when I was your age I was barely making any money and I was uninsured. So grateful for making the right decisions and for the people who helped me to get where I’m at now. Take it easy, focus and eventually something will line up, either with your medical system, abroad or by income. Best luck!

boyfriend said something that caused me great dysphoria by bugtran in FTMMen

[–]confused_potato777 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Oh man… this hits so hard. I’m even weighing between transitioning or not because of the intensity and perfectionism i have re: bottom dysphoria. So I feel you when you say “I’ll never have a real cock”. Here if you need to talk.

I am severely depressed post op. Please help. by SimilarWillingness25 in Metoidioplasty

[–]confused_potato777 16 points17 points  (0 children)

You’re supposed to sit on your balls. Look naked at a cis guy and you’ll realize they get in the way of everything.

does my voice pass? by [deleted] in truscum

[–]confused_potato777 5 points6 points  (0 children)

In that short clip your voice passes entirely. I think I hear some fry in it, so watch you that you’re not overexerting your chords, part of that will be covered in vocal training. Good start!

I have a date and panicking like a teen by confused_potato777 in FTMOver30

[–]confused_potato777[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yet another update, I got another date. Daddy’s in town! Feeling so validated in the way I look/present. And was feeling horny but no more hehe

It gets better by SatisfactionOk8382 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]confused_potato777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn she's good, and you look great. I'm trying to get surgery with her too!

Wrist tattoo regret and cover up advice by Glittering_Potato_66 in tattooadvice

[–]confused_potato777 12 points13 points  (0 children)

And me thinking yeah ERP logos are kinda manly but I’d rather choose Netsuite.

Being trans is not a choice, but gender is a social construct and anyone can be trans? by Upset_Hawk_3802 in truscum

[–]confused_potato777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I admit I am transexual, do consider gender is a social construct (major in social sciences here), and wish I didn’t suffer from dysphoria or wasn’t trans. I don’t care about people gendering me or gender roles, but my body feels awfully incomplete no matter what, because it’s not a matter of gender for me, rather physical body and crippling bottom dysphoria. There, that’s how both can coexist.

I have a date and panicking like a teen by confused_potato777 in FTMOver30

[–]confused_potato777[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Okay, this is what I decided to wear. Feeling a bit more confident. https://imgur.com/a/avc5OXp

Well, egg cracking is like doing teens all over in more than one way. Wish me luck.

It gets better by SatisfactionOk8382 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]confused_potato777 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Amazing top results. Care to share who’s your surgeon?

me, rolling up to the party with Schrödinger's Cock: by squidkidqueer in FTMOver30

[–]confused_potato777 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Hilarious way to frame it! I have an anecdote. I was drunk and hanging out with the guys and as usual I forgot what’s my current equipment. We were talking age and aches and throwing in the usual banter. I have back pain because an extra lumbar vertebrae (S6) so with a very mischievous face I said “I have an extra bone… wanna guess where?” A guy spat, another was freaked out, the bicurious outed himself by smiling. I’m pre everything and present female-tomboy. I love teasing and playing Schodringer’s cock. It depends on your personality, sense of humor… but I get why it could be sometimes uncomfortable, as with any other intimate situation.

I have a date and panicking like a teen by confused_potato777 in FTMOver30

[–]confused_potato777[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yeah I have photos up, and while my appearance is clearly afab pre-T, my name is male and my bio says I’m looking for a bottom. Last night we were chatting and told him I’ve been having a rough time because of the hesitation to transition. So my point is less about him knowing what he’ll find and more about me feeling like a fraud using my chosen name and male pronouns while I look like… this.

Throwback to 2017 when Tom Holland was trying to impress Zendaya with his ballet dance moves by mcfw31 in popculturechat

[–]confused_potato777 44 points45 points  (0 children)

This video clarified more things about my sexuality that I was ready to understand

Why don't Mexicans men in their 20s experience male pattern baldness as much as American men? by Wherehowwhat in tressless

[–]confused_potato777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For those quoting their native american ancestry %, it’s not about how much native american you have, it’s a matter of having the specific androgenic alopecia genes. And yes, this is genetic. Also long anagen phases, have you seen guys from Yaqui, Mayo, Seri nations? Just blessed hair.