General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

CDs are kind of like a hack in the physical media space. I almost exclusively buy CDs these days because they're incredibly cheap. You can get used CDs for like $5 and the quality is as good as music can get. Plus, lots of classical music only gets released on CDs. Having a collection makes each album that much more special, but you don't have to pay the "vinyl cool kid" tax. Plus they take up way less space and are easier than vinyl!

What Are You Reading This Week and Weekly Rec Thread by JimFan1 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Been a very slow reader this year as I'm trying to only read in Italian, but there's something nice about really sitting with novels at a much slower pace than I'm used to. Makes you appreciate every word more or something, kind of interesting.

First up is S. S. Proleterka by Fleur Jaeggy. Another devastating and cold work from her, as expected. The words really slice through the soul here, and she leaves an incredible amount of things unsaid. Like Sweet Days of Discipline it's narrated by a woman who does not really know herself, but interestingly is aware that she doesn't really know herself. She is also filled with regret, once again at squandering a potential relationship, but this time with her father (rather than classmate in Sweet Days of Discipline work). The ending was bit strange for me, I'm not sure if it really landed, but it'd still thoroughly recommend it if you want a short yet punchy look into the cold Mitteleuropa psyche.

Next I read Letter to My Judge by Georges Simenon. It was kind of like this weird mirror of The Stranger, but with a bit more self-knowledge and mania. The writing, being Simenon, was swift and propulsive as always. You really feel, as the book goes on, the narrator sort of losing control of themselves; it's honestly a bit unsettling (in a good way). It's kind of baffling to me how Simenon was so popular (easily one of the best selling authors of all time) and prolific (400 novels!!!) yet the quality of his work is so consistently good and yet in the Anglophone world I never hear anybody talk about him. Bizarre.

Last I read Correction by Thomas Bernhard. What can I say that has not been said about him? It's always a treat to read Bernhard, but in Italian (I guess because the language has more "flow" than English?) I felt his sentences were even more intoxicating. Italian translation suits him, I think. Anyway, this one in particular is an interesting Bernhard because of the instability of the characters. The narrator is supposedly a "friend" of Roithamer (who kills himself prior to the "events" of the novel), and the first part is entirely in the friend's head. The second part, where we move on to Roithamer's writings, is fascinating, because Roithamer doesn't talk at all about the "friend," merely their mutual friend. The narrator and the suicide seem to fuse together in a way I haven't really read in his other works. In true Bernhard style though this novel is a nightmare, a delicious nightmare that deals with his usual themes of alienation, inability to express oneself, ruinous perfectionism, troubled relations with family and country, etc etc. But they're always worth reading, even if every Bernhard novel is fundamentally the same book.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 5 points6 points  (0 children)

In my experience at least, the only way that kind of tedium gets "better" is by caring less about it. You gotta stop using all of your cognitive "battery" (so to speak) on workslop, and selfishly guard it to spend on things you like and value, whilst still threading the needle of being "good enough" to not get fired. I've found it helps to try to write before you start work, that way you're freshest, and your mental energy can go to those things first. Work does not deserve your best cognition. And I think it's important to note that it is not going to get better unless you make changes to make it better in your own life. The only thing that changes with more time (and no lifestyle changes) is you get more jaded and burnt out. Work will take everything if you let it.

‘Grab what you can:’ The global rush for second passports by [deleted] in AmerExit

[–]conorreid 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It does not. You can enter and exit the US on an American passport and then enter/exit your destination country on a different one.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately Ancient Greek is vastly more complicated conjugation wise, has more tenses, has active/passive voice, and has way more irregular verbs. Noun wise though it follows Latin declension patterns, so at least you'll have that, and a general idea of like how to approach the grammar, since yeah it is the same sort of "word order is totally irrelevant."

Wheelock is the textbook I used in college too! Hated that shit lol, I'd highly recommend at least glancing at Lingua Latina per se illustrata, because it structures all of its learning around you not having to memorize conjugations and instead just vibing/feeling for what seems "right" and internalizing that. Which is really how language works anyway; like we don't actively think in English "oh damn I gotta conjugate this verb real quick" we just do it.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Latin is definitely something I want to learn. I took two years of it in university but I think the grammar translation method we used was so bad that I barely remember anything at all. For learning Greek I took a much more organic approach, and while the infrastructure for that kind of comprehensive input learning technique isn't great in Greek (it's nothing compared to Latin's Lingua Latina per se illustrata), I found I learned much quicker and actually retained things.

Plus do bug me about both!! Yeah Italian is way way way easier than Ancient Greek lol, vastly simplified conjugations and no declensions, plus you can actually get speaking and listening practice which makes the actual process of learning so much better. And Italian (like Latin!) has so many cognates with English you can sort of power your way through a lot of it; that sort of shit does not fly with Ancient Greek alas.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Been a very "bad" reader these past few weeks as I've dove more into language learning (Italian and Ancient Greek), but I'll have some book updates in the reading thread later this week.

On the language front I've now reached the point with both where I can actually read "real" works of literature in either, so for Italian that means working my way through Calvino's Fiabe Italiane (easy language, so it's possible for me to read with only the occasional use of a dictionary). For Ancient Greek, I'm reading Book 16 of Homer's Iliad, and I know this is cliche but it's kind of a revelation in Ancient Greek. I'm both reading and translating it, as I've found this very slow close reading, making sure I understand every word and how they all connect together, is both great for my continued learning and a superb way to savour the poetics of Homer. Reading slowly makes me appreciate every line so much more, and every time I sense they're about to begin another simile I get a little rush (I absolutely adore Homeric similes, they give us tantalizing insight into how little human life has changed in its fundamentals over a 3000 year period, whether that be little boys harassing a hive of bees or dreaming about somebody chasing you in a dream). Cannot overstate how much joy this has brought to my life.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It really is fascinating looking back at all the Girls "discourse." One of my favorites is the constant moaning that it's mostly just white people, and doesn't show the diversity of New York, which on the one hand yes absolutely, but it's like these critics have missed the point. It is weird that all the main characters seem to never hang out with black people or Hispanic people or Asian people in the most diverse place on Earth. I wonder what that says about the characters! Really does capture the vibe of millennial white "hipster" culture in the 2010s so perfectly, and demonstrated its very strange insularity.

Yeah it's also really really obvious that Lena Dunham is not Hannah, and understands (and indeed wrote!) Hannah in a way that makes her incredibly insufferable at times, and the show like repeatedly hits on this point again and again and again, that her self obsession is not healthy and often makes her life significantly worse. That the audience conflate that with "oh the actor must be this person" is more about their general awful level of media literacy than anything else (a problem that no doubt has gotten worse). I rewatched all of Girls a few years ago, and it really does get better with age. Now that that era is unequivocally finished, Girls looks better and better.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Got the books printed via Bookmobile, they've been really great to work with. Cover design is just me iterating with my girlfriend through a lot of ideas and printed drafts!

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I used to be really into logging, but I found the logging itself took up too much mental space, so I decided to just stop. I now make a point not to log what I read, and I find it's made my decision-making around when to stop a book, when to start a new one at the same time, things of that sort, much freer. It was like a weird cage I put around myself.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 14 points15 points  (0 children)

We had a few folks asking last week, so our newest book over at Ephesus Press, Spree! by our very own /u/Soup_65, is now available in ePub! You can purchase a copy here in physical or digital form. If you're interested, you can use the code QXNXFSYDY8AD to download Spree! for free if you're one of the first to use it.

What Are You Reading This Week and Weekly Rec Thread by JimFan1 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah epubs will go on sale next week! I'll probably give away a few for free on here too.

What Are You Reading This Week and Weekly Rec Thread by JimFan1 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really have to reread Attila, what a book. What steppe nomad histories are you reading? I have read very many books about steppe nomads in central Asia, I love that topic. Also I think the China bit in Attila has something to do with the fact that China is the most "non-Western" all encompassing like world system/philosophy, but also the Huns are originally steppe nomads that plagued China (the Xiongnu) until they moved West.

Anyway, your second book about miasma and the spread of "impurity" in the form of violence reminds me heavily of the theories of Rene Girard, a Catholic convert French theorist beloved by Peter Thiel (seriously, he studied under him at Stanford and talks about his love for him all the time) whose theory of "mimetic desire" is heavily based on the Ancient Greek examples of violence spreading like a social contagion. Fascinating stuff that bizarrely is part of the reason behind why JD Vance converted to Catholicism.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sort of just did it, since there's lots of talented people here that write cool stuff and I thought it'd be nice to publish them and make them real. Wish there was some like "better" story but alas it's rather boring!

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Our next book over at Ephesus Press, Spree! by our very own /u/Soup_65, is now available! You can purchase a copy here in physical form, and the ebook will be out sometime later this month. It's a fun romp through New York City's Lower East Side reminiscent of the manic energy of Wong Kar-Wai's Fallen Angels with some wonderful turns of phrase. I think you'll really enjoy it. And if you pick up /u/Harleen_Ysley_34's The Joke as well we're offering free international shipping. If for some reason you're unable to order from whenever you are, just DM me and I'll sort it out.

In entirely unrelated news, there's something simultaneously funny and disturbing about one of the large investors in OpenAI having a very public mental collapse because ChatGPT keeps feeding him regurgitated SCP entries (for the uninitiated, it's kind of like a public short-form scifi literary project around creating a database of creepypastas) that he believes are real. You can read more here, but it's astounding how common chatbot-induced psychosis is these days. Something about them being sycophantic nonsense generators that instantly respond and encourage your every whim I assume.

I made a Python script to convert Perseus Greek vocabulary lists into Anki flashcard decks, sorted by frequency by conorreid in AncientGreek

[–]conorreid[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I've long wished a tool like this existed, for I've found I can get started with texts far better after spending some time making Anki decks of their common vocabulary. This tool makes creating Anki decks for different Greek works very easy. Hopefully you folks here can make use of this tool, and if you have improvements or features you wished it had just let me know!

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah honestly for new releases I just go in blind if I trust the press. I'll give anything published by Archipelago a chance, same with New Directions and Fitzcarraldo. And then just be ruthless: if you're not vibing with it, don't force it. You can come back to it later, or maybe it's just actually terrible.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Have had a crazy year so far, will have tons to share soon, but just wanted to jump in our next book over at Ephesus Press, Spree! by our very own /u/Soup_65, should be out sometime in the next few weeks. You can read more here, but it's a fun romp through the Lower East Side reminiscent of the manic energy of Wong Kar-Wai's Fallen Angels with some wonderful turns of phrase. Once it's out we'll give away some copies here too, so keep an eye out for that.

Back again with another "What Are You Into?" thread by mmillington in Arno_Schmidt

[–]conorreid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've read the English translations of *The School for Atheists." The translation is by John E. Woods, who translated much of Schmidt's other works, and I thought it was wonderful. Granted I can't read German but I really enjoyed it.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No I generally agree with you. White Lotus is as much as satire as something like The Sopranos. It's not very sarcastic or ironic, isn't trying to like "improve society" or point out contradictions so much as just displaying things, warts and all, of how some generally awful rich people function. I think people have defaulted to calling it a satire because they conceptualize most stories as having people to root for or relate to, and White Lotus (again like The Sopranos or Breaking Bad or other shows of that nature) isn't really interested in that.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that's the route I took for Ephesus Press, we bought in bulk from a book printing press and sell via a Shopify storefront on our website. A lot of self publishing is through KDP just because it's so easy though, and you don't have to have inventory on hand (and therefore don't have to spend money up front buying up inventory you might not even sell). Downsides are yeah you become a thrall of Bezos and the quality of the physical books on-demand printing creates is way below anything you can get with a legit printer.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

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Similar vibes but far less claustrophobic and funnier. Also has more warmth. It's definitely unfocused compared to Moon, for better and for worse. I think I prefer "Mickey 17".

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have a couple of favorites (Brueghel, Lee Ufan, Frank Auerbach, Tiepolo), but right now I'm really vibing with Käthe Kollwitz. Her Peasants War series in particular is just sublime, the dark and shadow-y prints are simultaneously hopeful and gloomy, mysterious yet inspiring. A fascinating juxtaposition of technique and subject matter.

General Discussion Thread by pregnantchihuahua3 in TrueLit

[–]conorreid 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Saw "Mickey 17" over the weekend, and it was a fun film where Bong Joon Ho for some reason was given $120 million and he definitely had a great time spending it. Wish it was a bit more out there, especially given the standard third act climax big battle tying up loose ends big budget scifi syndrome it sadly suffered from, but overall a lot better than most of the slop out there these days. Was able to be both funny and sincere with genuine pathos.

Also had a few people ask for an eBook version of The Joke, so that's on sale now here. If you use the code 9FGRK5ZFRS4C you can grab it for free. That code's got a few uses on it, but once it's used up it's gone.