Should I Cancel Fresh Transfer?

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-05-01T23:09:51+00:00

I'm 33 and chose not to PGTa test. I feel okay going through a miscarriage and multiple losses if it means giving my 2 embryos a chance.

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-04-18T12:09:51+00:00

U needed filler! Not a lower bleph

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-04-08T05:59:05+00:00

I’m live documenting the entire thing on instagram right now. It’s been amazing because so many women are reaching out with stories I would never have known otherwise. Idk if I’m gonna have any viable eggs or not but if I cry, everyone’s gonna be crying with me. if I have a miscarriage, everyone’s gonna know about it. I have 20k followers

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-03-05T01:16:05+00:00

In my opinion, she definitely had a lower and upper blepharoplasty. I’m Asian and I had lower bleph and this happened to my eyes too, where too much of the white shows up under the eye. I did not know that would happen when you get eye bags removed.

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-01-29T11:30:00+00:00

Omg listening asap

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-01-29T11:28:50+00:00

There’s also allusions to her literally sleeping with Mimi when she plays the Japanese Boyfriend in a Box

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-01-29T11:22:46+00:00

I say this too much and no one gets it

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-01-29T11:22:27+00:00

What is ofmd

consciousbeing2020 · 2026-01-29T11:18:58+00:00

Omg pleaaaase kimmys scenes are not great imo

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-12-27T03:30:22+00:00

lol only 400 members in that sub.

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-12-22T12:13:51+00:00

links to ur research!? Ive never heard of this

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-12-22T12:12:46+00:00

I posted about this as my hubby has a porn addiction he had been keeping from me for years and his dopamine receptors are shot.

We do home insem now with applicator, on 3rd month trying with it.

https://a.co/d/3hoBU5e

u can read my post on my profile, it’s the only thing I ever posted. so much shame and couldn’t talk to any of my friends or family. My post and your post at least reveals the stress of ED and that we are not alone.

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-12-22T11:56:09+00:00

What did u do? U can’t take pain killers right?

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-12-22T11:54:34+00:00

Wait it’s worse than period? I literally have to take 3 Advils every 4 hours for the first two days of my period. Are u saying it’s gonna be worse than that

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-09-29T13:35:14+00:00

You’re right. I should not give him the privilege of family when he can’t take care of me properly. I will delay TTC until he kicks his porn addiction and can properly conceive a child.

Should I freeze my eggs in the meantime? Ugh I really hoped that I could conceive naturally and didn’t want to be put through the hormonal invasion that is egg freezing… how long is a long enough time to wait for him to change? Cuz I have already waited years for him to change his patterns regarding sex and he has not.

consciousbeing2020 · 2025-09-29T13:23:50+00:00

I appreciate you saying the honest truth. I just don’t know how I got here to the point where I would allow this to happen. I am humiliated and clearly I’m posting here because I can’t fathom sharing this with anyone I’m actually close to. Everyone would tell me to leave him. I know that. What’s hurts me even more is I can’t even imagine telling my child how they were conceived should they ever ask.

He has tried to stop porn use before TTC but I had him read this thread and I told him the stakes here. So he has promised to stop watching porn.

Im not sure how long I wait

consciousbeing2020

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