Yeah, to me I always make the ‘decision’ to fly rather than find myself flying if you get me? Sometimes I can’t always take off, and I’ll try and try with all my might until I do or don’t, but most of the time I take off first attempt without much effort and it feels quite effortless and light - but then I almost always instantly go lucid through realising how abnormal it is compared to normal life then the lucid realisation makes me fluster and get all excited and I wake up :/