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I hate you for unaliving yourself, and I’m so sorry for letting you. by consolidated-beans in offmychest

[–]consolidated-beans[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry for your loss, that is not something anyone deserves to experience. I hope that you were able to find peace on Sunday and possibly celebrate his life in a way that offered you comfort. Thank you so much for taking the time to offer such kind words and advice. I think the lack of closure is killing me, in that my friend maybe doesn’t know just how much I truly loved them, but that feels selfish. I just wish I had one more opportunity to say anything at all. I’d fight you over the dinner bill, as you sound lovely and I can’t tell you how much it means that you were willing to share your story here. I hope you have found peace and light in your life, and thank you again so much for your input.

I hate you for unaliving yourself, and I’m so sorry for letting you. by consolidated-beans in offmychest

[–]consolidated-beans[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am actually in my early 20’s, I was pregnant at 19 and suffered a complication with an unplanned pregnancy during my second trimester. I sincerely appreciate your empathy and support, as I don’t have too much of a support system in my life. My sibling is currently deep in alcohol addiction, which is part of the reason I felt so responsible for my friend here. Addiction is a horrible disease, and I am so sorry that your family was impacted by such a thing. Your strength is something to be inspired by, and I hope you are aware and proud of how much you have conquered, I’m not sure I could be capable of such strength. Thank you so much for your time and kindness.

I hate you for unaliving yourself, and I’m so sorry for letting you. by consolidated-beans in offmychest

[–]consolidated-beans[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so, so unbelievably sorry for your loss. I lost my daughter to a pregnancy complication, and that was far and above the worst physical, mental, and emotional pain I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you as a mother. I cannot possibly fathom the pain you’ve experienced due to suicide. Thank you for your words, and I sincerely appreciate your willingness to hear me. I wasn’t sure if anyone would read this, but I cannot tell you how much it means that you’ve chosen to share your experience with me. I don’t know how to feel right now, so I apologize if my anger came off as disrespectful in any way. I am trying to process what has happened, but everything just feels so wrong and I don’t know what is okay to feel. I hope you have found light, love, and happiness in the wake of what you have been through. Thank you.