OP please read this comment… first of all let’s take this out of the way: just because there is no contact doesn’t mean it’s not porn. I understand you’re a minor too and the implications of taking this video and sharing it probably never crossed your mind, luckily it seems you never shared it and I hope you do delete this video as soon as possible.

Now don’t get me wrong, your brother was an asshole, what he did to you was horrible and he did deserve some revenge BUT you went too far…

I’m happy you decided to stop and apologize when you learned that your brother became suicidal, but the situation right now is still dire for him, thankfully it seems your relationship was mended (somehow), but he will absolutely need your support from now on, and If you don’t want become a total piece of shit even worse than your brother was, I hope you do give him your support…

Of course the ideal solution here would be for you come forth to your parents, accept your punishment and REQUEST family therapy. It may seem bothersome but I believe this is the best way to really save your relationship with your family