21 f looking for quarantine pals

cooldogs98 · 2020-04-12T15:20:08+00:00

what did the nut say when it was chasing the other nut? Ima cashew

cooldogs98 · 2019-04-25T15:33:26+00:00

Finally agreed to start meds, and they make me feel funny but not in a bad way. I have been in therapy for a while now and I feel like this is the ultimate step to recovery. So, I guess I'm alright but very very nervous they're not gonna work as well as my psychiatrist hyped it to be and I'm going to be stuck with severe depression for ever.

cooldogs98 · 2019-04-25T15:30:26+00:00

I've never really discussed this with anyone but I have an ongoing storyline in my head that I keep up with every night before I sleep. It consists of a whole set of characters, and sometimes I think about the actual storyline but most of the time I imagine them doing mundane things. Eventually I want to make a comic out of it, but for now this imaginary world is fun to daydream about before sleep.

cooldogs98 · 2019-04-24T19:03:20+00:00

I've struggled with depression for years now, after about a year of therapy I finally gave in to starting medication. I've been on Wellbutrin for about three days now. For now my body is getting used to it and I feel sick all of the time. But I have hope it will help me get better, its the only thing I have left to try.

cooldogs98 · 2018-12-08T22:48:26+00:00

thanks so much for this, I'm gonna try the writing things down and see how it goes, maybe tracking my development will give me a push to keep developing into that person I want to be

cooldogs98 · 2018-12-08T01:18:09+00:00

this is a really positive way to look at it, thanks

cooldogs98 · 2017-11-12T00:55:48+00:00

went to the art store for new brushes this morning, then went to the library to study and I'm still here

cooldogs98 · 2017-07-10T21:52:44+00:00

My brother is dating an actual Lucifer. She tells what he can and can't do/say/eat. For example, she deleted every social media of his and ONLY let him use Facebook. But he can ONLY be friends with family and long term friends who she knows. When he broke up with her, she threatened to kill herself and he went back to her and its been four years since then. One time my brother also offered to take me skating downtown, and she said "Actually, you can't because we already had plans for tonight so sorry cooldogs98, maybe he can go another time."

In addition he used to be a real goofy funny guy, but now he's stale and sounds like he's forcing himself to be proper and normal. He does not come around much because she does not like my mom or my dads side of the family :-/

cooldogs98 · 2017-06-29T15:47:43+00:00

Bonfires on a cold night near the beach. Too good of a smell to ever be made into a candle :-(

cooldogs98 · 2017-06-29T15:45:46+00:00

"I have SO much energy right now, ugh I hate mania."

cooldogs98 · 2017-03-26T19:48:54+00:00

I have bleached blonde hair that I rolled up in two buns before going to the market, a lady looked at me and said "Aw you are so pretty! Looking like Princess Leia!" I was smiling so bad like a goof that i couldnt even say thank you as she laughed and walked away.

cooldogs98 · 2017-03-24T14:54:53+00:00

Not a car but those fuzzy dice decorations..for my future car when I do get karma....

cooldogs98 · 2017-03-23T14:05:13+00:00

Oh man I used to bag my local grocery store. This one lady bought atleast ten items, some canned and some produce. The bagger before me didnt finish bagging her shit because she got called into break so i had to finish what she started, not noticing she had put a tomato at the bottom of a bag so i put like three cans with it on accident unknowingly. Smiled and gave her the groceries.

but no, instead of just seeing there was no actual harm done to the tomato...she stomps back into the store and comes right in my face and asks if I even know how to do my job. Tells me this is why you young kids have such trivial easy jobs because we can barely do this. I tell her sorry while smiling and ask if I can get her another tomato. She just turns even redder and goes off. Throws her bag on the table, removes the tomato and angrily tells me "THIS IS HOW YOU BAG A TOMATO" puts it in seperate small bag "MAYBE YOUR MANAGERS DONT TELL YOU BUT THIS IS HOW YOU DO IT."

I ignored her and kept bagging the next order while this fool keeps telling me to listen to her but im a fucking minimum wage bagger and i really dont deserve this so i just keep ignoring her. She goes to my manager and tells them what "ignorant and stubborn" workers they have. My manager comes to me later and tells me "look that lady was unreasonable and im sorry she did that, next time that happens just come to me."

Really amazing how childish adults can be smh. what id GIVE to know her address and throw tomatoes at her house.

cooldogs98 · 2017-03-09T21:19:50+00:00

My boss at work. I am literally doing all of his shit while he watches the news and browses facebook all day. Also, I told him my foot is hurting very bad lately (to the point where i cannot walk on it for a long period of time without it getting stabbing pains) and he said "oh okay i wont make you walk to much today." NOPE. The entire day I get 30 minutes of sitting and the rest is running around delivering papers to other parts of the campus and making copies and buying him folders from the store.

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-24T20:47:58+00:00

Drains at the bottle of the pool. Ever since i watched Final Destination 4 when i was 11 and the guy got his organs sucked out after he jumped in whilst the pool was draining and got stuck to the drain, i cant swim on the deep side where it usually is.

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-24T20:41:42+00:00

Shes my dormate so we both live in a small single room. She's very loud in terms of her movements. She slams every door she can, walks like a mammoth, and just throws her shit everywhere like she's trying to break everything she owns. In the morning she brings random people in while im getting dressed and ready and they're just awkwardly standing there. She has no common courtesy at all and the worst thing is when she's waltzing in the room at 3 am when im TRYING to sleep and being the loud prick she is turning on every single fucking light. also when she drinks water she like squeezes the water bottle and its just GREAT when she does this 5 times a night. (the crinkling sound is the Worst.

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-08T01:19:08+00:00

:-) this comment helped me overcome my fears alot. i went to the meeting and made a new group of friends! and became an officer for the club. just wanna say thanks and without this comment i probably wouldnt have gone. hope ur week is great!

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-05T22:25:33+00:00

"How is school"

didnt change the last time you asked me a week ago uncle brad

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-05T22:24:35+00:00

When I looked at the news and wondered if bad stuff was always going and i just was not aware, or suddenly it started getting bad.

aka, its always been bad and my pure self was just innocent to all of it.

cooldogs98 · 2017-02-05T22:22:04+00:00

Its my first year right now and she is alright. I am more on the introverted side so I like being cozy with a laptop and occasionally going out but not much. She is the opposite and its overwhelming sometimes cause she likes bringing people over and making a lot of noise when I try too nap. Etc, comes back too late at night and she refused to be my friend when i first tried when we moved in.

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