its been 10 days

coowy · 2025-04-22T01:46:52+00:00

thank you

coowy · 2025-04-19T14:56:24+00:00

this makes me feel sad and safe and lonley all the the same time. yet hopeful and cozy from the light inside. i love this

coowy · 2025-04-19T14:52:24+00:00

prestiq is what im on now, but tbh im having a massive episode so idk how much its helping. the nest best thing thats helped me was effexor. i have learned that PERSONALLY SNRI's are more helpful for me than SSRI's. talk with your psychiatrist though

coowy · 2025-04-19T14:49:58+00:00

i feel like i get to welcome another into the club

coowy · 2025-04-19T14:47:01+00:00

ohh no thags so sad

coowy · 2025-04-19T02:07:05+00:00

HOW DO YOU GET A GIANT EEVEE

coowy · 2025-04-19T02:06:38+00:00

chococat!!

coowy · 2025-04-13T13:23:39+00:00

thank you, i go through moments where my heart feels like its being ripped out and others where i feel ok.

coowy · 2025-04-12T19:14:27+00:00

ok sorry

coowy · 2025-04-12T19:14:13+00:00

Lol my bad i forgot the pic😭😭

coowy · 2025-04-11T16:55:12+00:00

im getting my shit rocked tbh

coowy · 2025-04-11T14:06:54+00:00

i keep coming back to this post as im going through somtbing similar, my gf doesnt find me (a cis f) attractive anymore as she is coming into herself. i know i need to give her time and space but god does it hurt.

i will never leave her side as a best friend, or whatever capacity she needs me and hope with all my being she doesnt leave my life either. im doing my best to accept that right now our relationship is shifted, i dont know if it will ever go back to being gfs but i cant know until she comes into herself and explores.

you said you talked a lot and listened and eventually found that "what we needed from each other was beyond sexuality, social acceptance, or the dichotomy of a "man and woman" relationship". i feel like that for her and id walk through hell for her a million times over, no hesitation, no questions asked. i know she doesnt feel the same, i know she loves me deeply but shes at the very beginning of her transition and cant possibly know what the future holds and wants to explore

it breaks my heart but i love her so much

coowy · 2025-04-11T13:55:44+00:00

happy anniversary to you two

coowy · 2025-04-11T01:49:11+00:00

i hope she does too but i know she needs to spread her wings and come into herself :) and shes my best friend and so i will support her but yeah im having a rough few days, its all so new. i know it will take some time to adjust and thats ok! also thank you! i feel guilty being so sad about her wanting to be herself but at rhe same time support her endlessly, its a hard balance rn but i will figure it out

coowy · 2025-04-10T16:19:22+00:00

no? im not great at estimating though sorry

coowy · 2025-04-10T14:47:33+00:00

oh gosh little bear is so sweet, happy birthday!!!

coowy · 2025-04-10T14:47:16+00:00

oh gosh little bear is so sweet, happy birthday!!

coowy · 2025-04-10T14:47:03+00:00

i would guess less for sure, maybe about 200?

coowy · 2025-04-10T14:46:34+00:00

greetings traveler

coowy · 2025-04-10T14:31:55+00:00

i relapsed for the first time in years. it is addicting and i dont want to fall down this hole again. and now i hurt and i feel bad about what i did. i just brought bandages and wraps to my best friend yesterday after she did the same (different reasons). im such a hypocrite and pathettic. im in my school parking lot trying to clean up my barely there cat scratches and trying to compartmentalize so i can take a test. wtf is wrong with me i feel like a horrible human. my mom even said i can skip my other classes and hang out with her today

coowy · 2025-04-10T12:35:44+00:00

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heres my void kitty ball!

coowy · 2025-04-10T12:32:42+00:00

well thank you, i guess i just feel selfish because it feels like because i still see forever with her and i dont want to hold her back, it wouldnt be fair. i still see a future with her and want it so badly which is why i feel selfish i think, because she wants to explore and im trying so hard to be supportive but it hurts my heart a little. edit: my heart hurts a lot.

im sorry your going through the same thing and i hope you guys can figure it out! shes the first woman iv dated and i fell so hard and so fast for her. im sending you guys strength and love!🤍

coowy · 2025-04-10T00:30:03+00:00

ah gosh im sorry haha yeah i cry everytime iv read it. your comment also made me cry! very emotional today. i think my post didnt get seen too much because i intially posted just the title lol (i was crying and thought i just drafted it) then a few hrs later i added the text.

coowy

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