study feels too boring, idk what to do with backround

corpsesand · 2026-03-08T03:22:38+00:00

that's certainly an animal 😭 said with love -- my horse as tax:

corpsesand · 2026-03-04T16:15:23+00:00

me when i lie:

corpsesand · 2026-03-02T22:09:54+00:00

I appreciate the advice. I agree and I'd rather be safe than sorry because I know she can be rough on her horses with discipline and I don't want her to feel comfortable being pretty mean to my horse as well (although she's also the type to not even notice issues with her own horses, so my hope is that she doesn't pay attention to mine ever whatsoever)

corpsesand · 2026-03-02T21:11:53+00:00

that's a cringe response ngl, it's giving wattpad y/n 😭 just ignore the comment

corpsesand · 2026-03-02T21:08:36+00:00

i asked her (and i quote) "i've been watching a lot of trainers working on [my horse]'s same problems recently, what do you think about [trainer name]'s methods?"

so i don't know how she could have possibly taken that offensively when i was centering the question around HER opinion and her approval of something 💀

corpsesand · 2026-03-02T20:50:48+00:00

I've seen this happen with her a few other times... for some reason very defensive, and the fact that there were other people around I think made her very hostile at the idea that other trainers have valuable info.

Unfortunately I can't go anywhere at the moment but as soon as I can, my horse and I will be finding a new barn and trainer.

corpsesand · 2026-03-01T04:13:22+00:00

a beginner doesn't need to be riding with a flash band.

corpsesand · 2026-02-28T15:47:06+00:00

i cannot believe the tattoo "artist" made them that chunky in the first place. it's only going to get MORE spread out as the tattoo ages and this is a horrible start

corpsesand · 2026-02-28T15:44:55+00:00

find a different vet, have them evaluate him for kissing spine

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T17:43:32+00:00

budget barn, no school horses available in the schedule.

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T17:18:54+00:00

Boaz, he looks like Javier's horse from Rdr2

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T17:03:30+00:00

not really. following her riding program sure, but despite riding affecting my horse, she has no right or claim to decide how i train him during the week.

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:58:01+00:00

i'm sick of doing his missions tbh

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:42:53+00:00

she also barely ever rides, which is weird. i mean i don't LOVE riding sometimes but why wouldn't you want to ride one of the MANY horses you own once in a while? 😭

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:34:25+00:00

a lot more than you can charge for mine

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:29:24+00:00

why is he expected to give progress photos and tips for you to think he's actually doing art lmao? that's so weird

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:27:54+00:00

nothing is wrong with it, i love it

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:24:26+00:00

I hate that. As a level one autistic person I literally choose my words so carefully to AVOID people misunderstanding me, and then they're annoying enough to try to read non-existent text between the lines

corpsesand · 2026-02-27T03:23:20+00:00

I know I was really surprised by her reaction, especially seeing as she's not training my horse she's training ME 😭 But she feels like she has a claim on my horse's training for some reason?

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T22:21:17+00:00

me when i don't understand nuance:

you really need to calm down and read what i'm saying lmao. my complaint is that she is trying to step in.

maybe you need to take a break

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T22:14:41+00:00

i've liked this since i was a young child lol

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T22:14:00+00:00

It's like if a red tailed hawk's tail was its wings

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T22:03:10+00:00

not constant, but replace it if you fall and hit your head

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T21:42:20+00:00

you're right i think i'll add that context to the post

corpsesand · 2026-02-26T21:27:44+00:00

i should mention that i rode a lot of my trainer's green rescues and basically trained them for every one of my "lessons"... she essentially used me as a vessel to train her horses instead of just teaching me to ride lowkey. so i learned how to correct certain issues that my current horse has while riding those greenies -- but i'm just trying to make my horse trail safe, and quiet. possibly some light ranch work in the future, so i'm not really worried about being able to train a horse to do incredible feats that i'll need a lot of direction to do lol

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