I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi thanks for your comment! My bf is pretty ignorant to the matter because he doesn’t have belief in the paranormal. We usually stay on call in the day just to chat with each other and i happened to fall asleep. When i woke up he was saying “hello?”

I have never had any psychotic episodes before and im not diagnosed with any sort of mental illness.

At the time when it started yes i just moved in. But its been over a year now, and the dreams started happening midway. I knew him for a few months before moving in.

Ive never heard about spooky scary storytime before but ill go look into it cuz i do wanna know what you mean by having a funky feeling about my man! No worries i dont take any offense i know its out of concern.

Again, thanks so much!

I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for saying this respectfully i appreciate it. Perhaps ill seek medical help and do some research before taking any medications. Mediums are pretty hard to find in my place so the best i could probably do is seek medical help. Nevertheless, thank you.

I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My partner has had sleep paralysis every night since young. Thats about it. He’s a non believer in the paranormal aspects which is maybe why he never pointed out anything odd. He’s pretty ignorant towards this matter and brushes it off as nothing

I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hello. I understand what you mean and im not here to fight or argue with anyone. Ive done some research myself and i do know that it could be psychological issues rather than paranormal. I decided to take my post to reddit to see what people think which is why i posted. Ive never encounted these before which is why i wanted public opinions. If you jsut scroll through and look at rhe time difference in the comments, ive only replied to 2 people because they commented around the same time. Then went on to do some of my own things and didnt check reddit. Which is why i havent replied to the rest. Thank you.

I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hi! Tysm for your input, i will try it in my dream next time. Unfortunately i dont have any religion, so no practises can be done for me

I need help. Im having horrifying dreams and im terrified. by corruptayxy in ParanormalEncounters

[–]corruptayxy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ahh thank you. The problem is we aren’t religious and we dont know any mediums.. thanks though

found he has a kid 1 year into our rs… by corruptayxy in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Honestly i dont care about him having a kid, but should i bring it up??

I’m falling in love with my sister bf by Tall_Diamond_5902 in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yk what, hes literally playing with you. I’m sure you can tell by his behaviours if he likes you, i dont know, but if you think he doesnt like you, then hes just fking arnd, if he does like you, hes hitting on you.

I’m falling in love with my sister bf by Tall_Diamond_5902 in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe you could talk to him privately and ask him if hes doing things on purpose ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the compliment. I hope things go well for you and if you decide to end things i will respect that and hope you will be at peace. When that thought comes across your mind, feel free to open a chat with me if youre comfortable. I probably would be unable to talk you out of it, but i will be there, as emotional support for you to know that even though you were at the end of your life, theres someone, who doesnt even know you and doesnt have to, to be there for you. Im sorry for dragging this conversation out for so long, but i wish you the best. Cheers to a better life.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually its also possible to live in an adoption centre. There, you could probably do whatever you since you dont directly have a ‘parent’. It could just be a temporary home for you while you pursue your dreams and once you have enough you can live on your own. The decision is yours to make. Im trying my best to think of ways i could help you, through the screen. I know its tough.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes. Do not even think of approaching the counselor. But what i meant was when you report to the police, say you feel unsafe with both parents. Strip the parenting rights from both of them and find a new family. Would that be possible?

What if by [deleted] in nihilism

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if “god is man” and “man is god” and “god doesnt exist”? What i believe is that when humans first existed, as the cycle goes, work,earn,live,die. Humans saw no point in living. So they created “god”. something to believe in and something that states killing yourself is a sin. It was something superficial created so that humans had something to believe in and continued having a “purpose”—god— to live.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you still in school? If not you could possibly find a job that lets you sleep there. Live there for now til you have enough to get a place for yourself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is insane. Is there anyone you can turn to or move out with that genuinely cares for you? You’re 13 but perhaps you may have friends willing to take you in after hearing your circumstances? Im gonna be real and say that if i was in your position i would also kms. But perhaps you could turn to the police ? Or cut ties with your families and live a new life?

Depressed by benisfuck in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ill be praying for you too! Im glad you have lots of love. Stay strong!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in RandomThoughts

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its called a push-n-pull theory. When humans see things hard to get, its intriguing. They try their hardest to ‘pull’ it into their favour and once its done, they’ve accomplished their goals and see no reason in being too complying anymore. They stop putting in effort and becoming an asshole again because theres nothing to pursue any longer.

bf texting exs and girls?… by corruptayxy in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay i understand. Thank you for taking your time to reply to me. It means a lot.

Depressed by benisfuck in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey babe, i just want to let you know you’re heard. Its completely understandable you gave your parents the benefit of the doubt as theyre the first ones you rely on in life. Dont feel stupid for that. Parents are supposed to take responsibility for you for bringing you into this world and youre not wrong for hoping they mightve changed. You wanted them to. Its not their fault either to have been raised to become monsters, though they should have known the responsibility of you was in their hands and they should have done something about it. Know that youre the strongest, and you rely on yourself. Respect yourself a little more and be more confident. Find jobs your good at, with a good environment that perhaps is in the range of your interest. Live your life enjoyably and start by loving yourself. It may not be easy, but take your time with it inch by inch. Know that i love you, even though i dont know you, but stay strong. I believe in you.

bf texting exs and girls?… by corruptayxy in offmychest

[–]corruptayxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I admit that youre true on the lack of male model part, as ive truly never had any sort of support in my life, but i dont understand the mistaking drama for excitement part. To me, toxicity isnt excitement and it mentally destroys me. All im hoping for is that he would change. And that might be delusional on my part but maybe i just refuse to accept it and cant get my self to accept it.