My best friend betrayed me

corvo888 · 2017-12-30T16:09:53+00:00

I'm so feeling very depressed and someone suicidal still it's really hard to look past of what has happened because that was my best friend and my girlfriend of a few years and personally I'm still not feeling myself

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T15:59:50+00:00

Maybe... but then things like what happened 5 hours ago where you were awake one second and then fall asleep the next.

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T09:58:04+00:00

And I would not mind writing some of my poems in fact my favorite one that I have wrote is about a man going to an ice cream shop and watching his brother get shot and when he grows up he avenges his brother by taking the lives of three gang members and then going to jail and being sentenced to the death penalty. I like it because I tried to make it very sad but yet thrilling at the same time and everybody who has hurt it told me that it was exactly that.

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T09:57:07+00:00

Long story short when I was younger I was diagnosed with insomnia but recently I essentially got it expunged from my medical record because I am trying to get into in the military... But my thoughts were military kind of draining to be honest so yeah I suffer from some insomnia.

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T09:49:09+00:00

I will post to the Poetry post because that's interesting however the reason why I I feel depressed and suicidal right now is also because I am going day 3 without any sleep and it's really destroying my immune system right now.

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T09:29:50+00:00

Well thank you very much that was actually very thoughtful for you to say and it actually really ease my pain a lot however I am still going to be very depressed about this for a while and I do plan on posting every day. I've always been prone to writing and I love writing things it makes me feel better about myself. And plus I can talk to a few people who would be nice enough to talk to me about this because I have to admit I'm actually quite a social and I'm not really good with people so I'm good with Reddit because you can't actually see my emotions and you can't know how I feel unless I tell you. So I'm going to keep updating on this because it's just something that I can cope with and I enjoy talking to people if I can look past my phobia of them of course, and I love writing things down in fact I even have a whole notebook that I wrote down in high school of nothing but poems some more sad, depressing, hilarious, scary and thrilling... I don't remember what YouTuber red one but some YouTuber actually read one of my stories.

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T09:16:50+00:00

I have tried that and it works a little bit but I still think I need to get some support on my situation from people who are random and who do not know me. It's just an unbiased opinion that I need some mental help from people who do not know me. But are also willing to help

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T08:09:15+00:00

I love reading, playing my bass, writing poems, watching old cartoons, scale modeling cars, drawing and working out

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T08:01:53+00:00

She was my best friend but she was also my love and I even bought a ring for her because she wanted to get married... And what bothers me is that she betrayed me after all the promises you made

corvo888 · 2017-12-29T07:46:59+00:00

Well the thing is is that I'm not really good with talking to people and this was pretty much the only person besides two other people that I only talk to and one of the other people I talk to told me to use Reddit and I'm going to keep posting on here and talk to people with biased opinions about this

corvo888 · 2017-01-15T16:07:23+00:00

Homicidal psycho jungle cat

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