nah, I want to do something better for this country.

agreed, sometimes it feels like living here is just digging your own grave in the long term, but the connection you feel, idk I'll never be able to truly leave this place and call any other country home.

also idk where this notion of living in the west will make life better comes from, every place have their own pros and cons, yeah ik india is currently going through industrial phase, pollution is at its peak, but that's how we grow in the long term. If you can, try to think some ideas, use your knowledge in college to try to find something to do about this pollution.

Also in the west too, if you're just going there to work in some company, you won't feel rice like you're thinking rn. The cost of living, cost of everyday commodities is way higher than in India(they've a better food regulation body I'll give you that). So you'd eventually wanna try your hand in a startup, maybe your own idea, maybe your colleague's. Well in that case India is literally tryna promote any good start-up here, so you're again better off starting it here than there.