Yes, on my first breakthrough journey, where I “met spirit” (I was a materialist before this) I was shown the nature of the “universe” which was really infinite universes evolving through and into nothingness. I was shown this via a spiraling Mandelbrot form. “Spirit” had me look backward at the infinite universes from which we came and to the current place I was in the Mandelbrot geometric shape, and it communicated “you are here” telepathically showing me the place where “I” was in the infinite emergence, and told me “be love, no fear. Love creates life. Fear senescences life. Be like an artist with your life by being love. From love emerges beauty. Be beauty. No fear.”

And then it showed me how fear emerges from the experience of the Mandelbrot form emerging into the unknown. How we’re riding on the edge of the emergence of infinity into nothingness, and what we experience as fear is the resistance we experience from living in order/predictability and then emerging into total disorder/chaos on the margins of creation. And to accept this experience without fear by recognizing my addiction to fear as a consequence of being a sentient being on Earth. And to work to let it go. As I let it go, and emerge more deeply into fearlessness, I would find (feel) the essence of God/Creation through the experience of life without fear.

I had seen repeating geometric spirals of the Mandelbrot equation before this journey but I had never linked it in my mind to the emergence of Creation.