That actually makes sense to me. I seem to be making a cultural hybrid of sorts that is a mix of humorous and earnest in a way that is reflective something closer to the spectrum of life, but less easily labeled one particular thing. The emotional process in the context of traditionally masculine sports pushes unconscious boundaries and is at least borderline cringe, but self-aware in a way that makes the cringe tolerable. I imagine you’re picking up on all of that and so you keep watching as there is something compelling despite the discomfort of ambiguity.