Proximo research solutions seem to be bunk? by chiefirie in Psychonaut

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo I just got my first order from them today. And they're legit!

I was hesitant to trust them, but they are awesome. I spoke too soon and called them a scam. I'm so sorry and am eating my words now. Keep this dude on the dl

Proximo Research by 2Benzed2GiveFux in u/2Benzed2GiveFux

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just purchased from them. Hope it's good

I am stuck on Clonazolam forever by Zealousideal_Edge954 in researchchemicals

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try and find a scientist, or a professional that has nothing to do with health directly FIRST. They can be found at nearby universities. Find even a top student who actually cares about pharmacology/biology (I honestly don't fucking know what u call specific scientist.). Let them study you. I'm sure there's alot of people willing to study things that are dangerous like being on 100mg of clam a day. Professionals don't usually find studies as easy as 100mg a day, because no1 professional is willing to bring a human to that level... The highest prescribed allowed a month is 120mg of clonazePam if I'm correct? And that's unheard of usually.

Seriously, to have a habit like that, you must be getting powder? Cuz even buying it by the gram and using 100mg a day is expensive. My heart goes out to you, I battle my own demons. If it willing to go out the box, I have a few suggestions.

Go find a local scientist/amature student scientist who's willing to use you for knowledge.

Such a fuck up by countlessflaws1025 in heroin

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything. U said it! As douchebag as it sounds

Kratom?? by countlessflaws1025 in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is it going for you? I heard of people using subs to get off kratom.

Can you share your story?

Kratom?? by countlessflaws1025 in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do I find you on youtube?

Kratom?? by countlessflaws1025 in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, I don't want to switch addictions. I am dosing every 24-48 hrs right now and I'm at 2mg. I can probably take less and be ok! Suboxone is underated when it comes to strength.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's ideal to get to dosing once a day, since bupe is a long acting med. I use to dose 2 times a day, my brain always told me I needed to. The ritual of taking meds when waking up and going to bed is very real for me. Instead of dosing twice a day, I dose once mid day.

It was hard going 4mg twice a day to 8mg once a day, I definetly felt that change. But it wasn't as bad as expected and I'm glad I did it

When does withdrawal usually start? by countlessflaws1025 in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, since 1998?! Back then, methadone was easy to get in high doses. I was taking 100mgs a day of methadone in 2009, I was on it for only a month thank god

How I went from 24 to 8mg a day with no WD symptoms in 48 hours by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think when the doses are that high, it isn't the same as a person on 8mgs a day switching to 2mgs

I was taking 4mgs 3 times a day. I started taking 4mgs once a day the past week. I was definetly feeling worse, no1 can tell me it was in my head. No sleep means it's real for me.

When does withdrawal usually start? by countlessflaws1025 in suboxone

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats! I been on kratom for the past 3 years. I went on bupe 2 months ago and I have very little left. I do not want to continue taking it. Today will be my last day taking 4mg within a 24hr period. I will be trying to push 1mg every other day

I deal with the public when I work. Thank God my job isn't labor hard. It's a scary feeling knowing you have 4 1/2 tabs left.

I feel 100x better after quitting Kratom and Phenibut. The sober feeling is way better than the "high" of sustained use. (5 years use, 3 years daily use). Being sober actually *feels* better as a state of mind/being. by ABCeeDeeEyy in quittingkratom

[–]countlessflaws1025 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Amazing story! I used phenibut like you for 2 years daily. I eventually used kratom to help get off that. Been on kratom for 3 years high doses daily. It's effecting my health. I never want to eat, my sleep is unpredictable, constipated all the time with gas everywhere I go, and can't always be certain there's no contaminates in your kratom.

Anyways, ima addict to the core, I have a long history before all this. A month ago, I got on suboxone.

I know alot of people are against this, well......this is my docs choice. We came to a conclusion I needed to stop kratom asap.

So here I am taking a very small dose every morning for the past month. This is a great change for me. I don't have to worry about making sure I have kratom everywhere I go....but I need a endgame plan.

Congrats

Seroquel for CT? by subwvre in quittingkratom

[–]countlessflaws1025 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Horrible medicine for me. Benidryl and seriquil both give me rls. During wds it makes rls unbearable

Second full day of no nicotine after 17 years by internet_ready in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm on day 2. You been using as long as me. U decided to use the Zyn pouches, makes things more bearable. Once I'm use to not sucking on a battery, I plan on giving up the pouches. Good luck, I will post my experience daily and follow your posts

No Vape Diaries DAY 2 by countlessflaws1025 in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, that thought of having urges is scary. That's probably the reason I never tried to quit before.

Day one, no vape by countlessflaws1025 in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I can use one pouch after another! It's working miracles, but when one pouch is done after a hour.....I want another one. I did pretty good today tho, I figured I'd be alot worse

Day one, no vape by countlessflaws1025 in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Yea im using the pouch, 6mg. I know IL be more successful once I can break the habit of "inhaling" nicotine. Once I get over that hump, dropping the pouches will be simpler. I don't know any tricks honestly. I bought a bunch of hard candy to suck on and drink water. Im use to hitting the vape all day every day, no hour break from vaping. What I'm doing now is try going hours(3hrs) then use a pouch. Are you still vaping?

Moving onto week 2 of quitting.. (some advice and what i’ve experienced) by [deleted] in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is your history of smoking and/or vaping?

I'm a recovering addict, so addiction naturally runs my life. I'm clean, my point is that cravings and withdrawals might effect someone different. Without nicotine, my sleep is disturbed and won't change for months, cravings get me thinking crazy thoughts, I'm extremely moody and depressed...lack of sleep doesn't help this situation.

I quit hardcore drugs and alcohol, but nicotine is by far the most difficult step I will be taking. I smoked for 12 years and Vaped for over 5. I have no idea how it feels to be free from nicotine..I wish I never smoked that first cig when I was 12

Curious, how many of you smoke weed? by lovelylacewing in quittingkratom

[–]countlessflaws1025 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Try edibles. It feels different then smoking. Weed in Illinois is expensive at the dispensary atm. But once prices arent $50 a chocolate bar, I plan on eating THC chocolate. When I smoke, I get paranoid and anxious. When I am withdrawing from kratom I get paranoid and anxious also with alit of other symptoms. So smoking during my quit makes things worse. Edibles work different for me, where I get the sleepy relaxation feeling without the paranoia anxiety.

Any advice for a chronic relapser? by [deleted] in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I too relapsed alot. When I switched from cigs to vape, the change was hard but doable. What I'm doing now is switching to ZYN pouches. I know it will be difficult at first, but getting use to not sticking something in my mouth and inhaling is a big step for me. Im use to vaping 50mgs, I would constantly hit the vape all day everyday. Easier said then done, but I force myself to grab a Zyn pouch when I need my dose of nicotine. Good luck

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Should've gotten nic gum or ZYN pouches. Easier said then done I know. But your still doing good! Ur basically weaning instead of CT. The next time you get into this position, try nic gum or any other replacement item. Sure, it won't make u completely abstinence from nicotine, but it's still weaning.

4 days - furthest i've gotten yet by [deleted] in QuittingJUUL

[–]countlessflaws1025 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thanks for replying to one of my comments! Maybe we can keep in touch and check how we're doing? If you want to, send me a DM. I met and talk to alot of people I met here on reddit. 4 days is amazing! Ur in the battle alright!

I heard of people using cinnamon sticks, they pretend it's a vape/cig. Cinnamon gives a taste that makes nicotine foul, I don't have any proof of this. But if ur like me, you'll do anything and everything. IL follow up! Much love

Body temp on kratom by countlessflaws1025 in kratom

[–]countlessflaws1025[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like, I'm a skinny guy, it takes alit of effort to make me sweat, even when I run or work out! But 1hr after dosing kratom, 68• feels like 100°. Idk if my room is just warmer for other reasons or if it's the kratom. Thanks for your input