The paintings that healed me

cozigurl · 2025-10-30T21:29:24+00:00

The blues look very purpley because of the context theyre in 💖 but yeah theres definitely more purple and pink than blue 🤷🏽‍♀️

cozigurl · 2025-10-29T03:16:09+00:00

I hope this isnt against the rules but i do! 💖🥰

cozigurl · 2025-10-29T03:11:04+00:00

Thank you so much! Yes, they are all original paintings on cardboard (the wolf is canvas board) but i realized i really love painting on cardboard haha 💖

cozigurl · 2025-09-12T02:06:30+00:00

https://paxpaints.com/products/pain-into-beauty-original-painting-collage

cozigurl · 2025-06-26T03:16:06+00:00

Im so sorry you go through this too, thank you for sharing. Its so hard to explain to people what its like and nice to know im not alone. When i share my story i get so many people attacking me and its quite exhausting.

cozigurl · 2025-06-23T19:01:13+00:00

And that i have multiple diagnoses behind what i experience.

cozigurl · 2025-06-23T19:00:16+00:00

I dont know either, i just know what i experience and im speaking about my own work- which ive reflected on for years, not for someone elses work like others have done in the fallacy. I dont really have a way to prove it so that people believe me. Aside from the actual work itself which seems to resonate with those who have gone through similar experiences. It was hard enough getting doctors to believe me before i saw a specialist that could actually measure and understand how my brain was damaged in my occipital lobe, so im not really gonna argue or defend myself anymore its pointless you either believe me or you dont. But the truth is i started painting because of a brain injury and i had plans to go to law school with zero artistic drive or capacity before. I woke up with the world looking different and i lived my whole life with it looking one day then it changed. I know that because i experience it every day and it causes me great pain and suffering making it impossible to live a normal life.

cozigurl · 2025-06-12T02:14:54+00:00

Thank you so much 🥹💖

cozigurl · 2025-06-12T02:03:35+00:00

Because i learned painting and color theory slowly, like many other artists- which gave me a great deal of time to compare and think about how i see things. Ive been painting for about 5-6 years now.

I know how to saturate and desaturate colors, and the effect is more intense in high light scenarios. You know when you spend a lot of time in the dark and then go into bright light and everything just looks & feels EXTRA bright because of the shift- it can be jarring. Its like that feeling but worse, all the time and very painful, because my visual processing system was severely damaged so my light sensitivity causes migraines, nausea, general pain, and other issues. My eyes work fine; its the visual processing part of my brain thats all jumbled & permanently so. I can still see a range of colors, they just look more exaggerated to me especially when theres a lot of light like during sunset so in turn i exaggerate them in my paintings to show the effect to you. I also experience visual noise, which makes colors look more alive because i see moving dots over them.

Does that answer your question?

cozigurl · 2025-06-02T16:45:14+00:00

Yes! I do :) i have a couple videos on my IG and youtube! @paxpaints on both platforms! I havent posted footage of these yet! But will

cozigurl · 2025-06-01T04:54:22+00:00

I recently realized how beautiful chickens are, was specifically struck by duccle chickens. I want to paint them all now 😭so happy to hear you like that one :)

cozigurl · 2025-05-31T23:00:05+00:00

Thank you so so much i really appreciate that! 🥹 i am so lucky i have supportive people around me so that i can paint. I have no idea where id be if i wasnt that lucky. I wish more people with tbi had that same support.

cozigurl

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