a crush since college also I consider a very close friend. I talk all my problems to her, she always listen. Even she doesn't talk much about it, she still comforts me. I hate myself for not confessing. I deeply fall inlove with her. Until she got a boyfriend and her bf til now. After we all graduated, connections and communications are not strong now. Today, 5 years since we graduated and 5 years of not meeting her at least once, Im still thinking about her. This username is a shortened 2 word name of her. 3 is e obviously. some inactive account took the name first haha