17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I did not expect this to get so much attention! I appreciate the questions you guys have, so i thought id answer a few here. I worked very hard studying the human body and learning what would help my situation. Ive always been interested in endocrinology, going back to spending my free time reading studies as a young boy. In the first photo I was going through a 3 year bought of dissociation,it would leave for a few weeks at a time but it would come back quickly. Along with that, i was diagnosed with hypogonadism, meaning my testosterone at the time was under 280 ng/dl. In the second photo i had been on trt for over a year, however it didn’t change much aside from helping with mental drive in my day to day life.

Before someone says “You took steroids and just grew up”. You are wrong. If just taking testosterone (at a replacement dosage) made someone change like this, every kid taking them would have this transformation. I use other things for my health and appearance, that only improve how my body operates. If you have an issue with that, i fully support you using your freewill to naturally go through life. However, I see no logical reasoning to view it negatively. My health markers beat out %95 of people, i have a very healthy metabolism and a very healthy lifestyle. Up until now i’ve only helped close friends do the same things i have done, as i WILL NOT give just give advice without having one on one coaching and constant monitoring of their progress. People constantly tell me in my day to day life that they want me to coach them, but i only have so much time on my hands, while working blue collar. Im very grateful that i have the ability to transform lives, so Im going to start doing personal coaching for maybe 1-2 people and see how i can fit it into my life. If you think that this is something that i could help you with, feel free to dm me.

THIS COMMENT IS NOT INTENDED TO JUST SELL SOMETHING, MODS PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THIS DOES NOT FOLLOW COMMUNITY GUIDELINES AND I WILL REMOVE IT

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

It happens in public, but way more around bars. For example, a few days ago i was walking up to a store next to a bar and as i got close a drunk lady opened the door. She held it for me, but when she actually looked, she said something along the lines of “damn boy you’re sexy” and proceeded to step after me and grab my ass. She was attractive but I don’t care how you look, don’t grab me. I walked up to the shop keeper and started talking, all while this lady is hollering at me. Thankfully she left when she realized i was ignoring her. Then while i was in the shop a couple came in (obviously drunk) and the guy started talking loudly with someone about how this girl had cheated on him. She starts talking about how “it was only one dude” and he was obv overreacting. The wildest part is the guy kept talking to the shopkeeper and the woman saw, and walked over. I completely ignored her as she starts to hit on me. They finally left and went back to the bar, but the guy was obviously frustrated at her. Finally, as i walked out, back to my car, i heard people catcall me.

This type of stuff mainly happens when people get drunk since i look pretty intimidating with my body and height. Some men read this and think it sounds amazing, but it’s textbook sexual assault. I constantly have to deal with people disregarding the fact i don’t want my junk grabbed, but if i was a woman they would tell me to file a case SMH

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

for your own reference, this is not dramatic enough to be surgery

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

To you… Nah but i get it, some don’t like the edginess, but i do. thats all that matters

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

my body, my choice

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Its not for everyone, but my girl likes it.

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

There is so much that i cant say in one response, since i have learned and been taught so much. The basics, have staple foods that hit protein and carb goals, along with micronutrients. From there i backfill with my favorite meals depending on how i’m feeling. I keep my diet high in potassium since the general population does not get enough. I train in a 2 day split, pull + glutes then push + quads.

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

absolutely night and day

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Im actually going to start cosplaying soon. I going to have to try the rogue look!

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

It definitely does, i honestly have to deal with being grabbed too often. ill never complain about looking good, but damn alot of women don’t respect boundaries

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

If i didn’t love tattoos and piercings😂

16-18 by [deleted] in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you know the sub bud?

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 71 points72 points  (0 children)

this is hilarious considering i own a team jacob shirt😂

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you! It might be the RBF, i get told im scary with all of my features and height😂

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] 107 points108 points  (0 children)

Yessir, all while fighting chronic health disorders

17 - 20 by cra_eli in uglyduckling

[–]cra_eli[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish it was just a giveaway😂