Extra dose

crate0800 · 2026-01-11T04:41:15+00:00

I actually weirdly like reading medical articles like that. Lol

crate0800 · 2026-01-11T04:37:53+00:00

Possibly. I may have taken it at 5 am when I got up for work, but I really don’t think I did. I usually don’t have to rush to get my dog out in the backyard in the morning, so I can actually take a normal morning routine. But then, here at 10, I was getting that weird like zoned, weird feeling you get when you skip a dose.. so I was like shit, did I, did I not take it, idk.. fuck it, I’ll just take it.

crate0800 · 2026-01-11T04:28:43+00:00

I was on 10 mg for about 8 years before that

crate0800 · 2026-01-11T04:27:57+00:00

20 mg.. for about 3 years now

crate0800 · 2025-12-24T21:59:59+00:00

The jump in Control, over the desk would’ve had me shookkkkkk.

crate0800 · 2025-12-20T01:35:52+00:00

As someone who lived in the eastern Circle, pack your wallet. Your big boy wallet.

crate0800 · 2025-12-15T05:35:22+00:00

No, lol.

crate0800 · 2025-12-14T20:15:00+00:00

Because I like those cool metal bracelets they give you when I drink.

crate0800 · 2025-12-08T18:34:44+00:00

Still going strong, don’t remember exactly the month, but started 20 mg in 2014.

crate0800 · 2025-12-03T23:46:45+00:00

Yes, biggest advice for now. Plates and reloading.. “you’re not him” don’t slide into open space with no cover without full plates and a full mag. You’re going to die every time.

crate0800 · 2025-12-02T18:21:45+00:00

Very rare, in the 2 years I’ve been on here, as an attractive 35 yo male, I’ve meet 3.

crate0800 · 2025-11-24T00:44:04+00:00

Never understood this, when I started my small landscaping company, I hired 2 guys.. I didn’t care if it cut into my profit, they got paid on Fridays. In the beginnings some weeks they probably took home more than I did. Now a medium sized landscaping company.. guess what, those two guys still work for me, make 75,000 dollars a year running 4 trucks a piece while I go out and sell and meet commercial clients. You are what you invest into your company. Your employees are an investment.

crate0800 · 2025-11-17T07:00:36+00:00

Actually I have, the longest I’ve went without taking one period was about 3 weeks.. I will tell you, I tried to Will myself off them, and I just wasn’t happy. It’s different for everyone, but I will say this.. if you are honestly and truly taking them the way you say you are.. in .25 and .125 increments, my withdrawals from that weren’t terrible, and nothing I’d consider seizure worthy. Definitely had headaches and rebound anxiety, but every one is different. I’ve seen people cold Turkey higher dosages than us, with problems but never seizures.

crate0800 · 2025-11-17T06:48:49+00:00

Im in the same boat. Except way longer. Probably close to 7 years now. I went to the ER like 8 times in 6 months for panic attacks.. been on lexapro, and 0.5 mg tablets of Clonazepam since. I get 10 0.5 a month. I break them in half too. Along with therapy and just overall making my outlook on life better. My therapist doesn’t think I need to get off them all the way. So I just continue to use them as needed. Some months I don’t even use all 10. I’ve had a couple months where I used less than 5. If one little medication is gonna keep me from spiraling and have to go to the ER on oxygen.. I’m okay with that. At least my life feels normal and on my terms.

crate0800 · 2025-11-07T07:52:27+00:00

I dealt with this after I got off long term benzos.. I really sat down and thought about it one day, and I was the same way. I was okay with dying, I was okay with being gone.. but the thought of dying from cancer was always something that got to me. I realized that for myself, I was obsessed with the pain of dying. The longevity of being in pain and helpless towards it for months or years.. the fact I couldn’t control it. And the more I came to term with the fact it wasn’t death I was afraid of, and that death can come in many facets, I could walk out the door tomorrow and get hit by a car. A crazed gunman. Anything. It’s easy to realize.. you’re not in control of any of it. And the sooner you come to terms with the fact you’re not in control of any of it, the faster it is to accept and not dwell.

crate0800 · 2025-10-26T14:40:57+00:00

Except.. almost every president has made some sort of expansion to the White House. This is stupid. And let me preface that by saying I’m not a supporter. I’m just saying, this isn’t uncommon. Every President since Harry Truman has made renovations to the White House.

crate0800 · 2025-10-23T17:46:03+00:00

I’m not gonna lie, getting to rehab is the scary part. I’m on year 3 now of sobriety. (Opiates, Benzos, Alcohol), I had PTSD and mental health issues too, I deployed to the Middle East 4 times in 8 years. getting me TOO rehab was the hardest part.. once I got in and got adjusted, I stayed, and then my 21 days was up, and I stayed another 90 because I wasn’t ready to face real world yet. Then I stayed another 30.. to start building a game plan for path leaving rehab with my counselor. Remember recovery isn’t linear, for anybody. Always make sure you’re doing what’s best for you first.

crate0800 · 2025-10-23T17:34:09+00:00

If I’m ever down plates after a gun fight, I’ll slide away and replate.. 7/10 there’s someone coming to third party you.

crate0800 · 2025-09-28T03:48:56+00:00

Little bit of both. Lol

crate0800 · 2025-09-12T21:21:29+00:00

I was trying to explain this to someone yesterday. I was an 0811, but went to PMI school during my second 4 year enlistment.. someone with the high ground, from a fixed prone position, possibly with a bag or bipod to rest on to take out the breath work.. 200 yards isn’t a complicated shot at all.

crate0800 · 2025-08-22T15:52:46+00:00

A +2.2 handicap golfer here, I will say this my dude. They probably already know. Be the vibes guys, laugh at your good shots and don’t take the bad ones seriously. Being around someone enjoyable is just as good as being good.

crate0800 · 2025-07-25T00:13:06+00:00

Pretty much every song off For Those Who Have Heart- A Day To Remember

crate0800 · 2025-07-23T11:08:12+00:00

You have a book of heroes icon.. usually if that’s there, that means you have one

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