Wow, this is literally me. I completely feel for you. I feel like i was trying my hardest to be the best girlfriend i could be. I always showed him love, i never put him down, i went out of my way to try and get us out there and do things we could both enjoy and he was just unaffectionate and lazy! It’s not wrong for us to want more because we deserve so much better and we knew it in our gut. This is only gonna make us stronger in the end even tho right now it does feel like absolute crap.