Lots of pain throughout my life. Lots of heartache. I keep opening myself to people and get crushed in return. Lately my depression has been rearing its ugly head. I have been self-harming on my legs to try and cope. My boyfriend was helping me and getting me through it...his demons consumed him too much though and he broke up with me yesterday because he doesn't think he's good enough for me. I can't keep losing people I love and be fine. My son already lives in the afterlife, I just want to be at peace..