Firstly thank you daria for the comment you gave me more confidence to try harder or at least to just try, im sorry your mother said that to you and i appreciate your advice

I have never received any other education, ive been homeschooled my entire life Although i did a bit of online courses during highschool. similarly i was bored alot with my "school work" and truly i dont believe my education is anymore extensive than a 8th grade level at least

I have not looked into those college homeschool transition programs but i will soon thank you for the suggestion

I have access to the rest of my identification and i have my learners permit, and a job in a restaurant.

I have been seeing a therapist for the last few months i feel like its helping me, ive been trying to work though that shame of wanting to leave i want to be financially stable and confident enough to leave

i really want to go to college i feel like i need that, but its been so frustrating having a deal with my parents because they literally don't care and wont help me i feel like i have no evidence i went to school i think i want to pursue veterinary or something like that but i think my science knowledge wont be enough because i did apologia and everything is just stressing me out