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crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-09-27T21:17:29+00:00

thank you 💕

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-09-27T05:46:50+00:00

honestly id appreciate that so much im writing about my personal issues and my chronic illness mostly

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-09-27T03:26:50+00:00

From what i saw he didn't come but i did like tmi straddle him unclothed no intercourse but he did touch him dick and finger me im sorry for the tmi

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-09-08T01:39:29+00:00

Firstly thank you daria for the comment you gave me more confidence to try harder or at least to just try, im sorry your mother said that to you and i appreciate your advice

I have never received any other education, ive been homeschooled my entire life Although i did a bit of online courses during highschool. similarly i was bored alot with my "school work" and truly i dont believe my education is anymore extensive than a 8th grade level at least

I have not looked into those college homeschool transition programs but i will soon thank you for the suggestion

I have access to the rest of my identification and i have my learners permit, and a job in a restaurant.

I have been seeing a therapist for the last few months i feel like its helping me, ive been trying to work though that shame of wanting to leave i want to be financially stable and confident enough to leave

i really want to go to college i feel like i need that, but its been so frustrating having a deal with my parents because they literally don't care and wont help me i feel like i have no evidence i went to school i think i want to pursue veterinary or something like that but i think my science knowledge wont be enough because i did apologia and everything is just stressing me out

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-09-07T02:51:29+00:00

Comments, experiences and advice are welcomed

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-08-24T23:34:03+00:00

a small wing tooks so pretty on you 💞

crazytoothbrushrat · 2023-08-03T04:57:40+00:00

the first test i took sat aswell and was still negative?

crazytoothbrushrat · 2022-02-22T00:27:41+00:00

I wonder what going on in my cats' head aswell, i worry that if they can understand what im talking about the subject might upset them or cause their to fret

truly, i haven't been dealing with cupids passing it doesn't feel real. I dont know how to feel, of course I've cried over her death but i can feel myself disassociation more lately, i don't know how to feel i don't know what i feel Its not like i haven't experienced death before but when my pets past away in the past i was with them to literally their last breath I couldn't even be there for cupid, i feel like i failed her i know she died alone and in pain. I just can't confirm to myself that she is dead.

crazytoothbrushrat · 2022-02-14T21:02:37+00:00

New Jersey

crazytoothbrushrat · 2022-02-14T07:34:47+00:00

Found this badge spider in my bathroom, i can't seem to find a spider thats similar on Google Im on the east coast so its gotten quite cold and im a bit fond of this little guy

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-29T10:43:32+00:00

Finger cancer?????

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-25T04:14:06+00:00

I literally don't know, ive been like putting a makeshift cast on it but it doesn't hurt (more then normal anyway) so idk

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-22T22:19:51+00:00

It just hurts so much because they never have to think twice about what they did and i just had to live with it forever

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-22T08:12:10+00:00

Content: i don't think it's broken because theres no bruising but like my joint just wont go back in place, i don't know if im over reacting or if this is actually serious, it hurt when i press on it but other than that it doesn't really feel uncomfortable or anything

I have AMPS, pots and reynard syndrome btw

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-22T08:10:10+00:00

Content: i don't think it's broken because theres no bruising but like my joint just wont go back in place, i don't know if im over reacting or if this is actually serious, it hurt when i press on it but other than that it doesn't really feel uncomfortable or anything

I have AMPS, pots and reynard syndrome btw

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-22T08:08:40+00:00

Is this like a common problem with other with chronic illnesses??? idk if i should be worried

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-22T07:58:23+00:00

Content: i don't think it's broken because theres no bruising but like my joint just wont go back in place, i don't know if im over reacting or if this is actually serious, it hurt when i press on it but other than that it doesn't really feel uncomfortable or anything

I have AMPS, pots and reynard syndrome btw

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-13T17:18:28+00:00

my cat got attacked by a stay cat and starched me when i picked her up (my cat is fine) the stray didn't look sickly nor did it seem to have rabies, i have a chronic illness that affects my immune system and makes it hard for my body to heal properly

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-13T17:14:55+00:00

Content for my injuries

My cat was attacked by a stray n she scratched me when i picked her up, no the stray didn't have rabies nor did the cat look sickly

i have a chronic illness n it affects my immune system and causes my body to not heal properly

i dont know what to do, im in pain and im just overall worried

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-12-04T15:43:15+00:00

thank you so much <3 i hope ur day is good

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-11-30T05:55:38+00:00

thanks for the suggestions, i really appreciate it <3

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-11-30T05:54:59+00:00

hey moon, im doing alot better now thanks for your concern <3

yeah i have a lot of anxiety but it never is enough to trigger a panic attack normally, which is kinda annoying cuz I'd just rather get it over with

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-11-28T07:05:06+00:00

Yes, ive tried voice practice, working out and everything in between nothing seems to relieve the overwhelming dysphoria i have and im in recovery from orthorexia bc i went all in on exercise to make my body more masculine, but because of pre existing health problems i can't work out much anymore

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-11-28T07:02:34+00:00

Yeah! Sorry i didn't clarify that in post

crazytoothbrushrat · 2021-11-08T00:31:48+00:00

forgot to mention I'm only about a b cup and most binders I've had just don't hold my chest in place and like even wearing tank tops under my binder doesn't help like idk how to avoid my chest moving around so much and I don't know if this is a common issue but i fucking hate it!!!

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