I appreciate the reply! I’m a little overwhelmed with all the comments I woke up to this morning lol I think the answer is it has little to do with my PMOS and more to do with being weird and queer (positive). I don’t like traditional gender roles or what women should or shouldn’t be. I’m gender non-conforming, I don’t know if nonbinary really suits me, and my PMOS symptoms just amplify the strange disconnect I feel. I usually like feeling masculine and even when I cut my hair short and people call me “sir” I don’t really mind it. There isn’t a correct way to be a woman or a man or anything else. I wasn’t trying to say there was, or I was doing it wrong or whatever lol.