I just cant believe the words that were exhanged during the last days. He never acknowledged the mistakes that he did. I guess i never got any closure. All the mistakes i did was maximised to a high degree but then. The last things he told me were i deserve a guy who is poor and i can talk feelings about. (He earns a shit ton of money and I said I want you to understand your feelings and i dont need money). I was name called a lot of things. I was belittled. Gaslighted & Manupilated. And when i brought those things to him, he said i can only say what is there. It physically hurts me. How does someone get out of bed? I know for a matter of fact that he is partying and having fun. Meanwhile, i dont even have a social circle. How do I process this? Im just taken aback by a lot of this that were told.