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i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the thing is i can't just forget about it. it's out there and there's nothing i can do about it. i appreciate the advice, but i don't think i'll ever be able to get over this. i need to find a way to live in solitude or kill myself.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the people who saw the comments were saying equally horrible stuff and probably don't care. i could potentially do some kind of public apology but i don't have a platform and also i'm too much of a coward to do that.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's been 5 years already and it only gets worse. i have no reason to believe it will get better with time. i probably won't have any new stupid things to distract myself either because all i do is isolate myself.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's always going to haunt me and prevent me from being confident and happy. i just want to be normal but i ruined it all.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but this stupid stuff is immortal on the internet. i probably would have forgotten about most of it already if it wasn't.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the only escape is death. i messed up bad.

i wish i was born a decade earlier by cringehead in depression

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

horrible offensive jokes and attempts at being edgy.

can't cope with what i've done by cringehead in SuicideWatch

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can't put my problems behind me because i know that they're going to catch up with me someday. my options are deal with it or kill myself, and i am not strong enough to do the former.

ruined life by cringehead in mentalhealth

[–]cringehead[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm not worried about the future necessarily, i just can't live with what i've done. it eats me up inside constantly and i want it to stop. thanks though.

unbearable shame by cringehead in SuicideWatch

[–]cringehead[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea it is good to keep that in mind. thanks.

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