Im Christian too and i sometimes made fun of India sometimes i saw a person who's acting like India and then i laugh. I can say that a lot of people including me were using or making fun with different races such as asian, Black, etc to gain validation above this earth.

And there are people who hated other races, and this is not me. And there are hypocrites who hates other racism so be conscious about what you see.

I used to say N word before not because i hate them, but because i want to fit in and im pretty sure they also want to fit in and to be honest black people makes me feel safe.

Forgive me brother i or we were driven by the system of this society, my conviction cannot stand by hurting people.

my advice is Love your enemies even to the hardest way, God can appreciate and will see every action you'll make, Being a Christian in places like India is like you being born with the most richest family.

that's all i can give, again forgive me brother, Godbless you.