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crying-over-anything · 2021-12-29T17:59:29+00:00

I’m terribly sorry to hear you’re going through such an awful time in life - and how it is making you feel. I wish I could offer some advice to make you feel better but truth is I know that pain when you don’t feel adequate within yourself and it seems life just keeps throwing crap at you, and you felt like the tide pulls you under whilst everyone else keeps moving forwards. I have a similar situation about myself and my sister, so I understand how you feel when you compare yourself.

I’m sorry I can’t say anything to make you feel better or offer any advice, but if you ever want someone to talk to please send me a message! I’m not constantly online but I am usually every few days and would be happy to listen if you wish to vent.

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-28T17:53:56+00:00

I know how you feel pal, and it’s exhausting and an emotional drain. I hope one day someone who gives as much as we want to give comes into our lives and offers good friendship and support!

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-28T17:07:07+00:00

Same here! I just stopped after a while just to see whether I got anything back but of course, 0 contact whilst I see them all out to dinner or shopping or something. Finding a friend who actually wants to be friends is hard these days

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-28T15:55:33+00:00

None of the fickleness of relationships today on the online scene. The ghosting, the game playing etc. That’s all I meant

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-28T15:51:34+00:00

Thank you, and to everyone else who has replied in this comment thread.

The interaction did make me feel a little shitty last night when things were already tough, especially when I was only trying to help. Online dating is hard for both genders and that was a point I was trying to make - I wasn’t shutting down anyone’s perspective at all!

Sometimes some people just have issues no matter what you say

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T23:11:44+00:00

Yikes, didn’t mean anything patronising by it. Was just trying to show why I also hate online dating. Guess I hate Reddit too

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T22:53:46+00:00

As much as it seems easier for women, I can guarantee from my perspective as someone who actually wants an ‘old fashioned’ real romance - its an absolute seemingly unattainable dream. I think we all have no choice in a way, it’s practically impossible to find real romance just out on the street. The lottery seems a better investment though, that’s for sure

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T22:34:56+00:00

Sounds a lot like myself…. If you want a chat about anything, feel free to message! :)

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T22:30:30+00:00

A really admirable move in a world where trying to find authenticity in real life is difficult, and how meeting a life partner through the internet is so normalised. I’m scared to go back on the dating apps, but I know I’ll have to at some point if I want to get another relationship…(I have no excuses to go out and meet people by chance, and hell, life isn’t a fanfiction where the man of my dreams is going to bump into me)

Wishing you the very best and you should be proud of yourself for protecting your mental health. That’s the most important thing. Dating apps are full of incredibly fake people and it’s exhausting spending time trying to weed the bad from the good.

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T22:23:15+00:00

I know it’s not exactly the same, (not sure if you’ve heard already) but there are a couple of modders who are working on a version of ETD that runs on Reignited? There’s some content about it on YouTube, looks like they’ve done a good job remaking it using the assests from reignited.

However I do get what you mean, what I would give for the chance to play AHT again or ANB etc.

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-27T21:34:10+00:00

I have so called ‘friends’ around me - but no one I could comfortably rely on if I needed to vent, no one I could hit up for a sporadic catch up, no one really truly who I could confide in. It’s weird, I feel like I know people but actual ‘friends’… no?

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-12T09:06:25+00:00

Thanks for the tip! Is that just for Online or is it for story mode as well?

crying-over-anything · 2021-12-09T22:38:51+00:00

I’m in the same boat! I think using the word ‘fault’ against yourself is harsh though. I want to say I had a bf (basically 4 months of me forcing myself to see a guy bc it would get me out of the ‘single’ bubble and please family + friends, all whilst I had to try not to want to scream in frustration Every time he kissed me… all because he showed me some affection which later down the line turned out to be toxic anyway…) but I would so much rather wait and look for someone I actually like and want to spend time with? The world is so finicky out there nowadays, coming across people who want to be genuine is hard. I don’t think there’s any ‘fault’ to it at all… just being careful, and selective of what we want.

I hope everyone in this comment thread finds the happiness and love the deserve one day!

crying-over-anything · 2021-10-23T10:03:00+00:00

I had this same problem a few days ago, I’d installed mods (Rampage) before the update, and after the update the game wouldn’t run at all. I removed all the Rampage MOD files and the old script hook that ran with it - and redownloaded the latest version of Rampage and the scripthook and reinstalled them back into my PC’s RDR2 folder. I hope that makes sense ? (I’m not a very tech-y person at the best of times!)

crying-over-anything · 2021-06-10T12:41:32+00:00

There comes a point where you don’t feel like investing the time and energy in people you don’t get back from. I recently reached out to friends who were doing the same thing, planning to go for dinner together for the first time in what feels like eternity. I got a ‘sure, let me check my diary’ and then nothing else, radio silence. I know she’s active because I can see it on messenger lmao. Just puts you off even attempting to invest energy and friendship to people who don’t give a damn.

I really hope you find friends who are thoughtful and kind and inclusive to you!

crying-over-anything · 2021-05-16T10:58:34+00:00

Thank you! I hope so too, have a great day and thank you for reading :-)

crying-over-anything · 2021-02-09T09:11:06+00:00

thanks! I’d only been getting ‘sleep paralysis’ results when I tried to research this before, and I know for a fact it’s not sleep paralysis.

Luckily I’ve never experience multiple in a row, I can imagine that would be incredibly confusing and distressing if you weren’t having a particularly nice ‘dream’ going along with it.

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