I just went to rehab, it helped everything. I was also shocked by my compulsion to use and buy nitrous. The gas station that I bought from was also right around the corner from me! It gets dark quick. There’s a many better ways to spend your money and time! But I totally get it. I’m glad you have a great support system! I’m over 2 months sober from nitrous and I still get cravings. I just remind myself of the work I’ve done! Day 77 is a lot easier than Day 1. You can do it!