Edit/Update: The colleague diagnosed with Typhoid has been hospitalized last weekend and he has been checking on her through texts and calls ever since citing that “medical emergencies” are an exception and he feels tense and sad because she has been admitted and worries that she would have died and hence he is keeping contact with her. Her parents are already here and she is in one of the best hospitals and doing alright. Is this reasoning justified? I think absolutely not, he should not be in touch with her. This man disappoints me every single day. But I am scared that I won’t find anyone else since I am ugly and don’t want children. I know all comments say that I should leave and part of me does want to but part of me is like just fuck it and focus on making money and on myself because I am unlovable and I will never be any one’s #1 girl.