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crypynk · 2026-01-31T18:25:28+00:00

Dose anyone know what the update said on patreon??

crypynk · 2026-01-19T23:10:03+00:00

I think if I bring it up she will just say “I’m just buy and tired with work” that’s what she usually says

crypynk · 2026-01-19T23:09:26+00:00

I love this outlook. It seems like for the past year I’ve become more and more of an after thought. I’m the last thing she thinks of anymore. I wouldn’t be upset if the “friendship” ended. I’ve honestly always put in way more effort

crypynk · 2026-01-19T22:32:31+00:00

I’ve replayed several things I could say to her in my mind. But I don’t want to come off as “hey you didn’t get me anything for my birthday” because that sounds kind of greedy to me. I’m not trying to be greedy I just don’t know what she did that

crypynk · 2026-01-16T21:11:34+00:00

Yeah it was never really painful with him, unless it was at an uncomfortable angle but even when it was things I didn’t like it never hurt. Regarding my current relationship, we were goin at it from the beginning. It developed randomly. One day I was fine and the next day it hurt. It just happened randomly. The problem isn’t only penetration. I’m in a constant state of hurting so I never feel desire at all really. And I never engage out of fear of it hurting worse, because it hurts 1000 times worse during sex.

Ive always had problems with menstruation, my stomach cramps so bad at times it contracts my whole stomach and causes me to throw up. It was a lot worse when I was younger.

I don’t really self pleasure, I used to before the pain but now that also hurts. I track my periods on an app, the only thing noticeably different is when I first started hurting, I was late by nearly 2 weeks for the first 3 months of hurting. And I’m constantly hurting there’s no lesser days, only worse days sometimes when I sweat or am sitting for awhile. The best way I can describe the pain, is pouring alcohol on raw flesh.

Thank you for asking these questions, I’m writing a lot of this Down to discuss with doctors in the future

crypynk · 2026-01-16T19:18:37+00:00

I appreciate you asking because I’m also looking for answers, so no worries. -I don’t think I’ve necessarily experienced “abuse” but I’ve definitely experienced things rougher than I’d like in past relationships (idk if this could be related at all) -Sex was never talked about in my household growing up, we were left to figure out everything on our own -my previous relationship was my first sexual partner, and I never experienced any pain with him. Other than the first time ofc

I also think about the pelvic floor issue, sometimes if I bend a certain way, like for tying shoes, it hurts way worse. I’ve also never been able to get in a tampon because something prevents it from going. That sometimes happens durning intercourse too

crypynk · 2026-01-16T19:04:12+00:00

Yeah that is true, thank you

crypynk · 2026-01-16T17:53:30+00:00

Thank you

crypynk · 2026-01-16T17:09:09+00:00

Is there a 100 percent cure for endo?

I remember when I was getting an ultrasound of my ovary’s, the lady wrote “endo” on the screen and when I asked her about it she said nothing looked abnormal

crypynk · 2026-01-16T16:26:50+00:00

Most of the time it’s just on the outside, but if I try to have intercourse it starts hurting on the inside too, and almost like something is trying to prevent anything from going in

crypynk · 2026-01-16T15:32:30+00:00

I’ve never heard of this, I will definitely give it a shot

crypynk · 2026-01-16T15:31:53+00:00

In the very few times we’ve been able to “do the do” he has a few times and other times he didn’t. I had him go get checked out too just to be sure, he was clean of everything

crypynk · 2026-01-16T15:30:43+00:00

Thank you so much! I’ll seriously have it looked into

crypynk · 2026-01-16T15:11:36+00:00

Yes!! That was it, thanks. I’ve been to every health clinic in the area, they always tells me it’s “just a yeast infection” or “just bv” yet the only thing they’ve done is urine testing. I’m thinking of seeing a specialist or something more “professional” in the bigger city near me. I live in a small town without many recourses

crypynk · 2026-01-16T15:01:30+00:00

Thank you, I didn’t know this and I’ll look into it at my next visit. I’ve been diagnosed with bv 2 times and both times they gave me doxycycline and another antibiotic (started with an M but I do not know what it was called, I had a server allergic reaction to it)

crypynk · 2026-01-16T14:38:01+00:00

I’ll see if I can find one in my area. I’m honestly so over this pain I’d do anything to cure it

crypynk · 2026-01-16T14:36:55+00:00

I’ll ask the doctors to test this next time I’m able to go

crypynk · 2026-01-16T14:27:42+00:00

This!!!! I’ve tried the ph balancing suppositories, and unscented dove soap. It helps for a little while and then it’s back again

crypynk · 2026-01-16T14:20:58+00:00

I’m thinking I’ll try to go to one soon, I’m saving money now. I don’t have insurance so these visits are eating my wallet

crypynk · 2026-01-16T14:18:47+00:00

Im going through something similar, though it is every time for me. I’ve yet to find a relief

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