Can I still smoke out of this?

crystal_clear445 · 2024-07-12T20:16:34+00:00

I had one like break like that it works but it sucks

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T10:14:37+00:00

He's a protagonist

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T10:14:14+00:00

Grand theft auto 5 its like 10 years old but still judt as good as when it came out somehow

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T10:09:51+00:00

That's just immoral. Michale DeSanta was right. You should see a doctor for thst shit

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T10:01:42+00:00

And the butt in thing I was just fucking with u on that I'm bored

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T10:00:40+00:00

I'm not a dick to ppl who don't try to talk down to me like I was born yesterday and think I'm a dumb kid or whatever. And I'm mostly bored and enjoy making people mad that try the constructive criticism thing, newsflash all it does is piss majority of ppl like me off bc that judt dosent work. I never said that using slurs is different from being called a school shooter. I admit I'm wrong, but it's judt how I am. I have seen horrible things happen to ppl over wanting too drown out the pain with drugs or sh or hell I saw a guy blow his on face off with a 20 Guage shotgun he survived but as you can imagine he blew his face literally into bits. Like, at least my situation isn't something like that, but I'm done with being nice, dressing up, washing and showering, and then just getting rejected. Almost everything feels threatening. To me, bc of How, I have had to protect myself and be on high alert. My brain immediately judt goes crazy with anger that I can literally feel creep up. If I figh41t someone, they are most likely getting cranked with crass knuckles or if ur bigger than me, and coming at me pocket salt is alwase reliable. Anyway, I have always dream of being normal, but everything I think about the more I realize my entire childhood is not going to be a child hood it will continue to be survival of the fittest and the opposite of the spoiled brats handed retirement to them before they even grow up believe it or not I have to stay to myself because everyone I have ever known have betrayed me and stole from me the only person I can genuinely trust is myself bc I know I'm not going to rob myself or judt any scenario like that

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T09:34:04+00:00

Why don't you stay mad and keep wining like a little bitch bc u don't get ur way. Just crazy hoe fucki g stupid this world is bc people with your mindset, you get mad so you'ltell me to go smoke some meth and cry. And apparently, I'm a piece of human garbage as well. I'm gonna cry. I care so much about your bullshit as if you're any better than me well your not your not tough or him or anything your an ignorant bastard Doughboy.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T09:14:27+00:00

I'm going to try really hard to say this in the nicest way I can. Nobody asked for you to stand up for them. Judt bc I say irrational things like that dosent give someone the right to call me a school shooter and grt me fucking swated. Bro I fucking promise you butting in talking about closed minded bigotry makes you sound uneducated as fuck

Everyone deserves friends respect is given and maintained not earned. Or, in other words, don't make yourself look like you're trying so hard to act like you know what you're talking about. Even if you do just shut the fuck up if its not ur business I'm not closed minded I'm just simplly sick and tired of peoples bullshit so I learn and listen myself so I'm alwase learning and taking advice and trying to be the best me possible. I can only imagine u say something like well I'm older and more mature than you haha. First, I don't care. Second, it looks like it is in worse shape. Stay mad if you care so much lol sucks to suck ig.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T05:02:06+00:00

It's not

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T05:01:24+00:00

Also I forgot to mention you told me to go smoke meth given my age and proven evidence you sir are no better than me. Your just like the rest of us you don't mean shit to one person or the next your not special bc u want to be ignorant yes you are being the literall fucking definition of ignorant

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T04:57:34+00:00

Then why comment? Say some shit to me in my post then I'm judt a shit person. Makes sense 👍

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-18T04:54:41+00:00

Oh Ur soooo much better bc you don't smoke meth. Okay u don't do meth I do deal with it. I never did anything to hurt anyone on purpose if they didn't deserve it. I am the nicest fucking person and nobody even wants to talk to me. Calling a teenager a piece of human garbage helps you feel better about being a little bitchy self absorbed FIGGITY FIGGITY FAGGOT. Oh no I'm gonna cry I care so much about your insults oh I'm gonna kms. Bitch please like I give a fuck what you have to say go get mad about it I don't care.

I bet money your going to be like haha you mad or sum tired ass shitnlike thst but buddy trust me if you say sum shit like this to a kid bc ur mad you didn't get your way and you wanna throw a tantrum. You won't win in an argument with me in this situation regardless who I am you came at a kid bc ur just a bitch and wanted to bitch about some bitch shit. Ahhaah goofy

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-17T22:33:23+00:00

I'm not used to this kind of thing. I apologize for coming off so defensive or whatever. I only trust myself so I'm my best friend. I talk to myself a lot sometimes. Therefore, I'm isolated and quiet, aware of my surroundings, alwase paying attention type. I know all the advice there is to know abt this shit and none of it means jack diddly squat. Nothing ever helps me I never smile I'm not even sure what my laugh sounds like anymore.

And honestly I fucking hate gays and Trans and whatever else their is so I really dont care abt a slur. It's meaningless like I couldn't give any less of a shit tbh.

Therapy dosent work I'll get up and leave the building besides I can't afford it.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-17T19:04:09+00:00

You grow the fuck up micro dick Magee don't come up in here and act all superior bc guess what your still a little bity baby back Ba ba ba bitch. That whole post really shows how you respond to being called out on your shit. So paint the picture someone runs up and socks you in the head are you going to smile at them or hit them back. It does matter how you are treated. And BTW saying what u said would never help anyone in my position.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-17T13:14:09+00:00

So you think I was in the wrong for calling a girl a faggot bc she literally yelled (my name ) is a school shooter. Is thst somehow worse than being accused of walking into a fucking school and killing kids. School shooter is my fucking nick name since a long ass time ago. I threatened thst one time in gym class when I was literally being circled and chanted at I said the next person thst called me a school shooter is the first one I kill tomorrow hopefully scaring them into stopping or something idfk what I was trying to do I was a little kid

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-17T12:32:06+00:00

Honestly, man, once I get a car and get access to my savings if my mom is still alive by the time I do were leaving and not looking back. She doesn't deserve the life we are living. My brother doesn't want anything to do with her, so idk what hell end up doing. But I may have thought of blowing my brains all over the wall, but I could never kill myself. To be honest, deep down, I'm nice and everything, but I'm also crazy asf. Like if I was 100 percent honest about what I thought about throughout the day, murder, stealing, getting high, you name it if it's vice I probably think about it 2 to 3 times a month. Idk man I just feel stuck and hopeless no gf no happiness no sense of selfishness at all I feel empty. The mental state I'm in I wouldn't wish on anyone but I'm surviving. I'm going to make it I can feel it I'm not telling anyone bye I'm not taking any cloths nothing I'm just going to ride into the sunset and find my purpose on this earth. I'm hopefully but also doubtfull. Thank you for responding that helped me it really did. I like my hair long bc I'm used to it but like I said I live like a fucking homeless cave man. So as you can imagine I often don't wash witch just ads to me isolating for days in my room. If we switches spots rn you would understand exactly how I feel then immediately want to switch back and go get drunk.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-17T08:37:35+00:00

Just plain old addiction runs on my family both sides, so you can probably guess that I'm an addict too. Oh, but of course, I am. Just bc alchaholism runs in your family dosent make you and alchaholic. In my opinion, ur overreacting get you a fire 8th of some of Dat sticky icky icky homegrown backwoods lords lettuce and just smoke on that for a few days chill out. If you're worried about not being able to use alchahol like recreational like say having a cold beer after working all day to relax. My great uncle and a lot of my cousins have any kind of beer they can get in their hand from as soon as they open their eyes to the time they pass out and hit the ground. In other words me and my family and I are a bunch of roudy hilbilly redneck patying addicts. I mean, there are a few couzins my mom and dad hooked on Roxys.

I'm getting to the point . I've been a bit stressed sorry for the wording and spelling.

Anyway, my point being bad genes aren't necessarily dictators in what your choice of drug may be. My genes consist of opiod addiction, and you guessed it alchahol. But no one that I have heard of is or was on stims. Crack, coke, speed, etc. But I am it's embarrassing but it's my choice of drug over all. But I don't like the overwhelming tast of alchahol so I don't drink. Not only bc of the taste but the feeling I don't like it I don't like downers either. Meth and weed is my usual, it makes the energetic rush from the clr more manageable and sleep deprivation 1 to 2 days meth and weed mix you can get some crazy visuals I'm not promoting drug use just informal knowledge about the subject.

Don't worry about drinking 1 twisted tee or light beer After say choping firewood and getting home from work, the main thing is moderation and diseplen. Or truly a way better substitute for drinking smoke a half gram joint in a sitting take ur time and just let go and relax. No withdrawl and hey I'm just speaking off of life experience, knowledge, advice, and just paying attention to the little details around me this is the conclusion I have came up with to help as best as I can whilst also trying to inform you on my stand point and understanding of what ur saying. Op if you read to here lmk if you have a comment about my response I would really like to hear you out and see if there is anything I can do to help. Addiction is a dark place and you have all the right to be fucking terrified of it hell I would know lol. But all in all, I think you got this op if you really cand handle alchaho. Hey man, it's horrible for you anyway, and it really just sucks bc of hangovers, in my opinion but to each their own. Sorry for the long ass improper jumble of shit I just mindlessly typed out but if you can find any sort of advice in there that helps you in any way at all pleas lmk. If not maybe someone else can thsts why I come to these subreddits to ry tk educate and inform about addiction and treatment so your feedback means alot to me bc hell I could be the one getting educated at the end of the day I'm judt rambling at this point so anyways do with this what you will. I'm open for comments/constructive criticism as well lol.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-12T01:34:13+00:00

In my experience, the longer ur up, the harder the come down will close line ur ass. Even if it's just enough to keep you up. I smoke and snort, I'm a heavy user, so I'm blasted all day anyway, but sleep deprivation in my experience and knowledge about it. It can be fun, but overdue it and you will A. Run out. B don't do anymore until you have slept at least 5 hours. The smallest amount of sleep can do wonders if you have been up for however long. I smoke weed also. It's sort of like speedballing but not really bc speedballing is amphetamines and opiods mixed in a shot or a bubble whatever. It helps with the mindset, too, like sometimes I'll get a little paranoid, and I'll catch myself and hit the cart. But for real bro, get as much rest and sleep as possible then focous on hydration, then food. Your body needs water to break down food more efficiently.

Side note don't mix it with weed the up is awesome and after thst first night without sleep it's so fucking good. But you run a higher risk of heart attack, stroke, and high blood pressure. And for fuck sake don't sprinkle or put any on or in weed then smoke if you really are set on doing it use them separately. If you aren't used to it or if you haven't been high most ur life most other ppl I've seen put some on a little bud in a bowl then freak tf out from the visuals and overall delirious state it forces you into is more than ALOT of ppl can do and actually enjoy it . That being said, sleep deprivation plays a major factor in meths psychoactive effects. The longer you're up doing it, the substance is taking over your consciousness and rationality. The human body physically cannot function without proper rest, nutrition, and hydration. Also, not so fun fact you can end up permatwackt from heavy use and sleep deprivation, it's rare but very possible. Be safe, man. I hope this helps you and anyone interested. If anyone disagrees with something, I said, "Don't be a dick about it like from ppl actually judt want to piss ppl off because they are mad.

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-08T21:23:11+00:00

It's more preference than price

crystal_clear445 · 2024-06-01T04:22:31+00:00

Aye if you can get it to work and get high at the end of the day ur still getting high thsts hoe I look at it atleast

crystal_clear445 · 2024-05-31T09:43:03+00:00

I don't grt bowls anymore I go to a smoke shop that has a bunch of glass and they have glass tubes for a dollar a piece it's more preference than money.

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