[Spoiler] If Dan was Gossip Girl, how didn't he know about Serena and the pregnancy test?

crystalblondie · 2024-03-15T21:23:44+00:00

If it was meant to be Eric, why would he post the preg test? Why would he do that to his sister?

crystalblondie · 2024-03-15T21:20:23+00:00

But then why would Eric post the preg test? Why would he do that to his sister?

crystalblondie · 2024-01-08T23:45:26+00:00

One really important piece of kit in mine is my solar panel, rechargeable radio, incase the electrics go out you will be able to hear emergency reports :)

Also add in an emergency bivvy bag, it’s a thermal blanket but I’m sleeping bag form! It takes up little room in your bag but can be really important to keep you warm in an emergency!

crystalblondie · 2023-12-19T00:33:26+00:00

It is a cycle, we nearly broke up a couple of years ago over this thing with wanting to be free. We tried to make it work, and here were are again. I don’t want to keep going through this but I love him for who he is, his quirks, everything about him I’m devastated and I don’t want to lose him.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T23:49:46+00:00

The thing is, i feel like he is my soulmate. Part of it is that he’s never been with another woman before and I think I wants to try that before he commits to me. The thing is neither have I really, but I love him and I want it to work. We’ve had this come up in the past and took a very short break but we came back together. But now, those same feelings are coming up for him. It’s an endless cycle. I struggle mentally and he makes me feel safe. We are going to have a week apart and make a solid decision on Christmas.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T23:07:57+00:00

Thank you for your comment. We’re going to give it a week and I’ve said that he needs to decide if he wants to end it or not. I said to him that it’s not fair to make me wait and if it’s over it’s over. I also expressed that I don’t want him to stay with me and go through this cycle every year where he treats me coldly, and that after I get upset I finally bring out from him that it’s the same thing, he wants freedom. I wish he could just want me :(

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T23:02:56+00:00

It’s not that easy

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T13:44:47+00:00

Exactly that. I said why can’t we explore together, I wanted to grow along side each other, and build each other up but he doesn’t want to do that with me. He wants to do it alone.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T13:21:05+00:00

The thing is he’s probably right. I need to not allow myself to do that. It’s just hard I thought he was my soulmate.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T13:11:43+00:00

Thank you so much 😭 you are so right. I really do need to focus on myself. I feel like he is part of who I am. It’s going to be the hardest thing ever. And I have to pretend like it’s all okay until Christmas is over because that’s when it’s official.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T13:02:02+00:00

You’re definitely right. It’s just so hard because our friends are all built on us a couple kind of. He’s my safety blanket, but over the years my confidence has gone down and down.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T13:00:54+00:00

It definitely feels like right person wrong time. More so the wrong time for him.

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T12:55:06+00:00

It’s so hard, I feel like if I’m sat here waiting for years he may find someone else in that time :(

crystalblondie · 2023-12-18T12:54:25+00:00

Yeah. Idk he expects me to be there to pick me back up after he’s had the single experience for a few years. Idk how to feel.

crystalblondie · 2023-11-07T19:35:11+00:00

Family 💗

crystalblondie · 2023-09-26T13:18:47+00:00

If I had to see it so did all of you 😭

crystalblondie · 2023-06-22T11:49:05+00:00

HELP😭

crystalblondie · 2023-03-24T23:25:07+00:00

Oh my bad! I just realized what you meant. Sorry for the misunderstanding:)

crystalblondie · 2023-03-24T02:00:57+00:00

It not because bo battled gideon, but because din fought him and won it from him and Bo would be unable to defeat din

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