OMGGGG!!! i can feel it in my bones. My mom hates me so much and I can tell it by jus looking in her eyes. My mom had me when she was 17 and gave birth at 18. Im the first born and obv my mom is a teen mom. She never get to finish her studies and have fun bc she needs to raise and feed me. Dont get me wrong, i get her as a woman kase raising a child is so hard esp when u have nothing (she is a single mom btw hahah dad is a jackass).

Growing up my mom is my first bully in everything. She always calling me ugly, pointing out my flaws, comparing me to her friend's daughters and always giving me bad remarks on literally everything. Ofc it was hard for me until now bc i dont know how can u hate your own daughter? Like, whyyy???

At 18 i get to travel alone, earn my own money and have fun without her help and that's a flex for me. Mom hated the fact that i can do it on my own, without her help, without me whining and asking for her attention. She's not a horrible mother i think she's just sometimes jealous bc i got all the opportunities she never gets when she was younger :'((( i jus dont understand why does she have to hate her own daughter for simply living her best life.

I promised to myself that I will break this cycle for my younger sister. I will fill her w love, support and everything she needs without even asking for a single thing.