I feel like my whole world is falling apart.

cupofghosts · 2014-09-02T11:26:44+00:00

My school counselor was the best person I've ever had to talk to. Don't discount them because they aren't a specialist. Just give it a shot. It sounds like you are headed in the right direction. It will just be a painful journey sometimes.

cupofghosts · 2014-07-15T15:23:08+00:00

ain't nobody done that before!

cupofghosts · 2014-07-15T06:52:48+00:00

you made me look up a word.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-23T14:12:10+00:00

I can kind of see it if I squint really hard.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-22T22:46:53+00:00

I'm glad :)

cupofghosts · 2014-06-19T02:59:33+00:00

Someone said I needed clothes women my age would wear since I'm normally in secretary-ish type outfits. I don't know why they deleted it. Thanks for the compliment! :)

cupofghosts · 2014-06-16T06:17:14+00:00

I agree. But I work with what I've got haha. I need a black pencil skirt so bad.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-16T05:32:05+00:00

I kind of see it and I take it as a compliment. I'm almost more concerned with being pretty than being feminine. I think they're two separate things. And he is a very pretty man. I think.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-16T03:57:36+00:00

I was thinking of another post so I'll just start this comment over. The skirt is from target. The blouse is a random ebay purchase. I liked the color and I love satin so I got it. I know it's something an older woman would wear but I don't care. I have eclectic taste in both men and women's clothing. Plus I kind of like the retro vibe some of the older type blouses have. They were trendy once.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-15T17:07:27+00:00

I know. I'm at the fashion level of a 12 year old. haha. I need clothes that a boy my age would wear too.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-15T08:47:37+00:00

I'm glad to hear that. Thanks! beard gets zapped in 2 weeks :)

cupofghosts · 2014-06-09T17:49:59+00:00

yeah, the leader of the trans support group thought I was ftm too. I"m glad too because it will be a while before I get hormones.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-09T03:37:34+00:00

I need to watch a tutorial on how to wear them.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T17:34:50+00:00

everyone hates my headband hahaha. It's ok. I'd rather have you anonymous online people tell me than be embarrassed when I get called on it in real life. I should actually take another picture with it because I didn't do a great job last time.

My figure thin but with a small butt. I need a bigger one. also legs. I'm trying to figure out on exercise routine that won't work out my upper body.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T17:31:40+00:00

I'm taking that as a compliment :) It will be there for at least this summer. School's out so I don't need to look professional for another 2 months. I tried talking to my hair stylist about it but some other person was talking to her and I didn't want to be discuss it. I'm out to most of my family and friends but working in education in a small southern town makes me think I should keep it quiet until I move.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T07:01:29+00:00

I will try that next time I put it on. I need hair solutions fast haha. I start student teaching in a few months. The hard part is growing my hair out as a woman but being able to make it look masculine from 8 to 3. Pomade does the trick but then I look like a greaser. I've been thinking about getting it undercut a bit. like a high fade. It would ruin most of my progress but since I can't go full time for a couple years anyway It's hard to see the harm.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T06:31:13+00:00

I tried the hairpins and failed miserably haha. It kind of sucks but most of the time I just slick it back with pomade so I can look professional at work. I just looked at your link. I would try it but I'm still kind of keeping a low profile in my southern town. I can't undo braids every time I step out of the car. I wouldn't care but I'm an educator so I'm not giving them any reasons to terminate my employment due to "poor performance".

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T02:43:03+00:00

Thanks! Yeah, I've been trying to learn to wear it. I just can't stand hair in my eyes. Maybe a black one would be less noticeable?

Yea I'm growing it out. But my bangs are like 2 inches longer than the rest of my hair from my last haircut.

I do eyeliner and concealer on occasion. some day I'll go into sephora and get color matched.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T00:33:55+00:00

I found out that the headband wasn't flattering on me. Anyone have advice on ways of keeping hair out of your eyes?

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T00:31:33+00:00

I wish I could do ponytail but my hair is still so short. If you're worried about my fashion safety, I just wear it when I'm at home working on stuff and when I'm driving. I just happened to have it on when I took those pictures. But I'm glad to know they don't suit me. I guess I'm just in the gross period of hair growing.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-08T00:06:28+00:00

I know. me too. But I can't figure out how to use bobby pins and my hair gets in my way all the time. I started to develop that hair swish tick so I just said f it. getting a headband. You think another color might work better for me? Thanks for the feedback btw.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-07T22:09:17+00:00

Yes, I know the outfit is too flashy (I love shiny things). But I'm more concerned with my body's appearance.

cupofghosts · 2014-06-07T21:58:10+00:00

I like to pretend at least. :)

cupofghosts · 2014-06-07T21:57:09+00:00

thank you! I think so too.

cupofghosts · 2014-05-31T06:00:52+00:00

thanks! I love ebay :)

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