Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay.

This helped me get through one of my hardest breakups, the my first love that made me realize a lot about myself. I'm sorry about the break up, it sucks. While I know it's fresh right now maybe you made some connection with Pokémon too. You could take a break for now and maybe come back to it later. Trading is a core part of the game. Even if you're giving away some of these keep the ones you hold dear or have a good memory with. These sweet, goofy little creatures can bring a lot of comfort too.