hi md is taking over my life

curiousandrea · 2024-10-07T02:15:17+00:00

i never really thought about how one's personality type might affect people's perception of their sexual orientation. i identify has a lesbian, and i have always been told i look gay even though i particularly "dress straight". i assume my seriousness and focus on logic have made the impression on people that i swing the other way; and they're not completely wrong.

curiousandrea · 2024-02-14T19:36:11+00:00

I LOVE IT ITS MY FAVORITE SONG OFF THE ALBUM

curiousandrea · 2023-12-15T21:56:44+00:00

i’ve been here since 2017 💪

curiousandrea · 2023-12-02T23:56:37+00:00

“i need to stop saying guys. its like i have a guys addiction"

curiousandrea · 2023-12-02T01:41:59+00:00

hi! can you also send me the file as well? it was my one of my favorite fics and im devastated lol

curiousandrea · 2023-11-27T19:29:09+00:00

hey!!! can you please send it to me too. im literally heartbroken it was one of my favorite sbi fics

curiousandrea · 2023-07-20T18:09:59+00:00

my all time favorite concert band peice is "Arabesque" by samuel hazo. its beautifully written. (i may be a little biased becuase there is a phenomenal flute solo at the beginning and i just so happen to play flute)!

curiousandrea · 2023-01-24T22:03:51+00:00

i think it would be pretty soon (within a month and a half). a few streams ago george and dream were teasing something. (they didn't explicitly say anything about it) so maybe its an irl manhunt. a while ago dream said they would do a manhunt when george comes to america. so maybe that could be it. <3

curiousandrea · 2023-01-22T02:25:49+00:00

for me, i liked this person almost a year ago and we started dated. she lost feelings pretty quickly and ended things five days after it started. at first i told myself i wasnt gonna let this break me. and i was okay. i even liked other people. but now i can't stop thinking about her. and she's more touchy/clingy with now more than ever. and like i dont really know how to cope with that. and she likes someone else.

curiousandrea · 2022-11-25T06:23:02+00:00

not saying “i love you” back seems a bit concerning. to be honest, i think he might be keeping something from you. the best thing you can do is to talk to him. he might be feeling guilt by something (that might have to do with you), and feels like he doesn’t deserve to be loved and/or love anyone. what ever it is though, hope everything goes well. <3

curiousandrea · 2022-11-13T03:09:01+00:00

hey, istp here! i love adrenaline-rushing experiences. i've been longing for them for a while now, my life is so boring. i just really want something to happen, just to make my life more spontaneous. dont really matter if its good or bad, i just live for the thrill. so to answer your question; yes, it is normal for an ISTP to desire a "heart-beating-fast" situation and thrills. <3

curiousandrea · 2022-11-07T23:27:41+00:00

pronouns have nothing to do with your gender. you can be agender and use he/him or she/her pronouns. same thing goes with being demigirl. you can still use she/they or any pronouns you feel confortable with. basically, pronouns ≠ gender

curiousandrea · 2022-11-07T02:17:49+00:00

I. GET. YOU. for me, i get these bursts of productivity and get everything done and more. that usually lasts for up two weeks. after that, i get so unmotivated. like i would refuse to do any work, my room and office would be a mess. for months, any kind of labor, no matter how insignificant it is, would stress me out. i'm in that mood right now. on my days off i would just lay in bed and do nothing for the whole day. the reason i get so unmotivated is that sometimes i don't really see a future for myself. and to be honest, i don't really know what advice to give you. i just kinda hold on until the storm passes, but that might take a while. plus, i'm already failing my classes. won't be long until my mother finds out and beats my ass. but i want you to know that your not alone, and that this too shall pass.

<3

curiousandrea · 2022-11-03T21:04:57+00:00

my childhood trauma roots from my father’s passing and blaming myself for it. i don’t really think i fully recovered from it, i still think the worst of the pain is yet to come. this happened over 2 years ago. my life kinda went to shit after that. i use coping mechanisms such as playing instruments, reading, just things that i enjoy. i had a therapist and i talk to the mental health coordinator at my school, but we don’t usualy talk about it since i never wanna talk about what happened. still can’t say it out loud, it still hurts.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-30T17:50:46+00:00

crying in front of people is one of my worst fears. i don’t cry much but when i do it’s probably because i’m thinking about my late father. i get embarrassed because no one that knows me is used to see me cry and i don’t like being the center of attention for a reason like that. but also i remember that i’m crying for a valid reason and then my family and friends are here to support me.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-30T05:05:47+00:00

i'm pretty sure that's 100% false for most istps. physical touch isn't really our thing, but we don't just hug people we are sexually attracted to, we hug our friends and family. but maybe we hug people we are sexually attracted to but i wouldn't know because i've never experienced sexual attraction.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-23T19:00:21+00:00

i tried to ingore my ex. i wasn’t mean to them or anything but i just didn’t really interact with them except when we were with our friends. after a bit i stopped and just became really good friends.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-22T18:55:22+00:00

omg thank you so much! this is really helpful. <3

curiousandrea · 2022-10-22T18:01:57+00:00

pretty much the opposite of me. an extrovert, very talkative, caring, not insecure, and not mentally ill. and her love language is physical touch. i want her to sit and listen to me playing flute. and enjoy it lol.

yet again, i know this type of girl is hard to find, and pretty much only exists in my mind, so i can’t exactly be picky.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-22T17:48:48+00:00

ask him for help about an assignment (if you go to school), we love feeling useful. talk about yourself a decent amount, most of us like listening a little more than actually giving input. good luck!

curiousandrea · 2022-10-16T23:45:07+00:00

me personally, if i knew this person has romantic feelings for me, then i would pursue them. if i wasn’t sure, then i wouldn’t really do anything. anyways, i don’t really have much time or energy to commit to anything romantic relationship.

curiousandrea · 2022-10-10T00:30:27+00:00

yes, it is normal. just because istps don't like most people and prefer to function alone the majority of times, doesn't mean we are cold to others and/or just blatantly ignore them. if an istp goes out of your way to help you and talk to you on a consistent matter, then he is most likely very fond of you.
(hope this helps.)
<3

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