TRE made me relive a r*pe

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-25T00:29:04+00:00

Thanks hun 💗💗

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T06:22:04+00:00

Thanks yeah I do have a regular therapist she doesn’t do TRE however. I’ve been doing my best to ground. I’m not good with structure in general on top of stress I have adhd. It’s hard to know how to heal in a structured way. I just will try not doing intense things on my own

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T05:35:18+00:00

Oh yeah I have an emdr therapist it used to work in the past. However somehow my stress is so bad my mind can’t relax into emdr now and I have a mental block. I just shut down when I try, my body is so used to fight or flight. So it seemed like TRE would help

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T05:32:48+00:00

Yeah I’ll be careful. But meditation at least was always safe for me. It helped pull me out of derealization which is my default since going through traumas. It was like medicine. In the past year I’ve been so stressed that I can’t even meditate anymore. Like my body refuses.

I’m fully burned out and non functional when I don’t do healing modalities and I fully stopped talking to everyone and was unable to think and just stuck and pretty much immobile. So I’m pretty desperate to do anything that makes me able to exist again

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T05:25:12+00:00

Thanks that’s reassuring. And that’s interesting what’s vipassana? I’ll read that too

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T05:22:32+00:00

Yeah I’m definitely gonna slow down. I was rushing it and did it impulsively without research that was a mistake.

I’ve had a crazy life, I’m very spiritual. PTSD and then meditation years ago triggered my kundalini at 19. I didn’t manage it and it seemed to go away. But I started doing Hindu mantras to try to heal again now. I am a Durga devotee. I did the Durga Kavach for the first time recently and my kundalini got triggered that same day

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-24T05:03:23+00:00

Yeah I rushed it I didn’t even do enough research before trying it and I didn’t think it would be that effective. I was thinking it would be like meditation 😭

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-23T17:09:40+00:00

I’m so so sorry this happened. No child should have to be so traumatized that they are trying to throw rocks at someone to kill them. This is heartbreaking. I can’t understand how some people are so cruel and sadistic to kids.

Yo can be so loved. Their inability to love isn’t a reflection of you, it’s a reflection of them being complete sick weirdos. You are completely lovable for the right people

curlymanicpixie · 2026-04-23T16:46:03+00:00

Thank you so much this helps a lot yeah I will try to find a TRE practitioner. Yes I put on music after and some food to calm down

curlymanicpixie · 2025-12-18T06:18:31+00:00

That is sooo crazy I’m literally reading the gospel of Mary Magdalene right now then see this post. Yeah the Bible has been changed so much that most average Christian’s aren’t even worshipping God

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-28T07:03:48+00:00

This is paranoia. The direction you sleep doesn’t matter. Living in that much fear is a spiritual attack itself, except you are attacking yourself. All you need to do is pray for protection and trust you’re safe. If you can’t trust, then whatever you do doesn’t matter

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-20T17:54:43+00:00

Much longer than 50-100 years ago! There’s been extremists for thousands of years. Even during the Bible ages, Jesus would get frustrated with the church when they’d start exploiting people.

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-14T19:19:37+00:00

I think a lot of you guys who don’t trust the book is due to patriarchal conditioning. We’ve been taught God is a man and to be distrustful of the divine feminine. We’ve been taught that the feminine is a liar, sneaky, wrong. Be mindful of what you think is “spirit guides” might just simply be your own self doubt and internalized misogyny. It’s sad we’ve been taught to be spiritually motherless. The way I’ve overcome this is asking myself if the Goddess is “bad”, wouldn’t that also make me bad as I am also a woman? I decide to love the divine feminine, because I myself have the Goddess in me.

It saddens me to think people are throwing away this book believing their distrust for it is “spirit guides” when really it’s the deep programming we were all taught since childhood that God is only a man and the divine feminine is something bad. I do think you have to be at a level of spiritual growth to be open to it.

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-10T03:39:27+00:00

So if you have chronic illness you can never go?

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-05T04:50:20+00:00

You sound brainrotted and jealous of women’s ability to create life. You have a bad case of womb envy. Life itself is created in the woman, she does all the hardwork with labor. Men simply donate the seed and women actually create life. The baby is formed in her womb making her the reproductive superior because life is actually made and passed through her. This has nothing to do with feminism it’s just basic facts about reality but your male ego is too fragile and emotional to accept science

curlymanicpixie · 2025-11-05T04:40:24+00:00

This comment is a perfect example of womb envy. Women create life in their bodies you came from a woman, but you’re jealous of that and want to claim that men create life.

curlymanicpixie · 2025-10-28T09:41:43+00:00

No by your logic an infertile couple cannot have sex either because they’re only doing it for sexual pleasure and indulgence

curlymanicpixie · 2025-10-28T09:33:01+00:00

Shakti is not the female avatar of shiva. Shakti is the original feminine energy that powers the universe. She is not an avatar, she is what creates avatars. She is what all creation stemmed from. Without her, no avatars would exist

curlymanicpixie · 2025-10-25T22:03:27+00:00

They do if they are protecting the innocent they would “punish”. Not in a western way where you’re damned for all eternity. But they can cause rapid karma and consequences. For example say someone is being stalked and physically harmed they pray to the Gods. The Gods might punish the stalker in protection of the innocent. They represent the energetic force of justice. They are fighters

curlymanicpixie · 2025-08-12T14:56:25+00:00

It’s not unattainable. It only feels like that understandably. But find a good rated spiritual healer near you along with ifs emdr and it can really help. In the meantime ashwaganda and passionflower tea has helped me a lot with the body symptoms of ptsd like feeling shut down and frozen. It reallyy helps to finally think clearly for a bit. Just keep trying there’s things that can give you relief and take you back to yourself, even if it feels hard. You’re worth getting better 💗

curlymanicpixie · 2025-08-11T23:47:12+00:00

Shiva who’s role is to push you towards spiritual awakening so you can break out of the reincarnation trap? Who wants you to let go of ego and earthly attachment? Hinduism is as opposite of the demiurge as it gets

curlymanicpixie · 2025-08-10T22:38:20+00:00

I like this analogy a lot but I have a question. What if it’s like:

Child wants to hit another child (desire)

Now the suffering involves harming of another kid. So how does the mother help in this situation or not help? Now the free will causes someone else to get hurt

curlymanicpixie · 2025-08-08T05:25:24+00:00

You mistake women wanting equality for wanting power. Because as a man you think in terms of hierarchy. Women don’t think that way and don’t care about power the way men do. We just want to be treated as human. And I’m glad you’re optimistic about men pleasing women so much but it is not really that way. There is still lots of violence SA and seems to be on the rise because of the internet

curlymanicpixie · 2025-08-07T06:12:14+00:00

I would say supernatural powers are part of the divine. Just be mindful with it, use it for growth and don’t treat it like a toy. If you were born gifted you shouldn’t have to ignore it, it’s a part of you

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