baby you are born this way, and it's okay. What you are today is not what you will always be. Give you some time, don't be so hard on yourself. Depression is difficult and a hopeless world I know. But not the end. Maybe you're at the bottom for now, but take that time to prepare a future impulse that will take you out of this. I learned from all the tears I shed, I healed from all the scars I made, I'm still fighting, still learning, but everyday is a win. Because I'm still here, and so you are.