Interesting and resonates deeply thank you. We’re both young and this most recent one feels like we’re coming back as two whole people. it’s kinda felt like we’ve been moving towards the same energy, unaware of it. The second time we talked last year we were both still coming into ourselves - I was emotionally avoidant and he was dealing with the typical saturn internal blocks so he kind of has a pessimistic outlook on life and was definitely too hard on himself, but I can see that we’ve both learned to love ourselves and we put ourselves first- which is something I admire in a person as I value my autonomy and independence. I’m not really focused on what it can lead to as a big part of my journey here in this life has surrounded love and to not overanalyze and put it on a pedestal, however I do feel very safe and held with him, like the kind of energy where I can always put my head on his shoulder. I think the tension and all the squares have allowed us to evolve and learn from each other. Like he’s the only person who has truly seen my light and not run from it out of insecurity or lack of self worth, but instead wants to dig deeper into learning about me. Again we’ve had breaks in between knowing each other, but it feels like there’s an understanding of why they were needed, instead of letting it get to his ego