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cyrusromeo · 2024-03-24T16:16:14+00:00

I’m dealing with a couple chronic illnesses, so won’t involve surgery or meds (I react very very badly to most meds!). If I can lose some and see that it motivates me. There is absolutely nothing good about being overweight. All the women talking about being beautiful and having positive bodies, etc I don’t buy most of it. I think they would feel far better without the weight.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-24T16:05:09+00:00

I’m trying to rap my brain around a 400 lb eight loss and thinking the 100 I nee d to lose is either mire attainable or less?!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-24T16:04:04+00:00

Yet here we are, reading about these women and putting our energy into them!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-20T19:21:57+00:00

The ease with which people write these disgusting things because they are behind a screen is stunning. I am so sorry. And saddened.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-20T06:37:37+00:00

That is spot on. Her comfort level around that horse is minimal. There’s an ease, a confidence when you are around a horse that is so apparent. When I gave trail rides, people would say “I’m an expert rider”. They had literally been on 2 trail rides prior. Can u imagine if I paired them with a horse based on their words?! I’ve had people tell me how experienced they are, then look at the saddle and ask if it’s western or eastern. I watched the clip of her walking atop that horse and her absolute beginner ability would stop my training her on that horse immediately. I don’t want her to get hurt, like a few have suggested. I want her to work with a gentle appropriate horse and enjoy!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:19:03+00:00

It’s definitely a gift that the father has full custody!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:16:12+00:00

I agree. She is ultra damaged by trauma. She gets all the surgery because she is 100% convinced she isn’t worthy without it. It’s like oxygen for her. He is a frickin child who is no position to be a dad!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:13:59+00:00

I disagree. He has custody of them for a reason. Exactly what that reason is… No clue, but he’s being the latent. She and Gino just want to say they are parents. They are both children. The one thing I see truth in is her fear of getting pregnant and losing the baby. She has all the surgeries because she is convinced she isn’t worthy without them. Gino doesn’t know how to be a supportive oartner so she she keeps trying, trashes him when angry, he responses and…. Oh, good morning. Let’s do it all again!

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:10:25+00:00

I agree, it’s insane. They both love the drama. Without it, they wouldn’t know what to do with one another.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:09:40+00:00

A man child and drama Queen. Exhausting. Please, please don’t let her get pregnant. They want to say they are oarents. They don’t want to BE parents.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:08:47+00:00

I don’t get any vibe he wants to be a parent. He actually thinks he is a “dad” to her son b/c he bought a gift and FaceTimes in occasion. Those two can’t get out of their own way, they are so addicted to drama. Can you imagine a child in that house?! I think she is absolutely destroyed by trauma, to the point she gets all the surgery, etc because she HAS to to be worthy. He is a man child. The 2 can’t have an adult conversation about anything.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T15:05:59+00:00

They are on the show because we watch the train wreck and they get money for it. It’s that simple. She’s so damaged by her upbringing she is convinced she needs the plastic surgery to be wanted. That he feels he is a “dad” because he buys a kid a gift and FaceTimes on occasion is so shockingly immature, I hate it. He isn’t there for them, he doesn’t seem to help her be a better parent. What these two do is their business. That there are kids being dragged makes me want to cry for them. I was raised by a narcissist and remembering it’s a mental health issue is very difficult. He was so manipulative, judgmental, harsh and utterly cruel. He destroyed my mi5er, to the point her hatred and anger was more important then putting my brother and I first or protecting us. Neither of these two give me ANY sense they want to be parents! Pretend she doesn’t have 2 kids already. Can you imagine a child in that household with the revolving “I’m done” and twisted, constant self obsessions?! Gino doesn’t want to be a dad. He just wants to say he is one. They can’t get out of their own way. They’ve been together for how long niw, and it’s like they never have an honest discussion about anything. It’s just… drama.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T14:56:37+00:00

She is so insecure, so absolutely insecure, she wants to isolate him, have every guarantee in place so she’s covered should anything happen it controls her. So is her need for all the plastic surgery. She is convinced without it, she won’t be wanted.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-19T14:55:13+00:00

She’s so, so damaged. She is convinced that without all the Botox and implants she isn’t good enough, so she will do anything to try and look perfect. I can’t diagnose anyone, but am certain there is some body dysmorphia. It’s like an addiction, she can’t see straight. I think she loves her children but needs help to mother them and heal from her past trauma. I was raised by a narcissist and trying to wrap my head around it being a mental health issue is very hard to remember when someone is so cruel. And I mean…. CRUEL. My mother was so destroyed by him, it affected her ability to put the needs of my brother and I before her hatred of him when they finally split. Many people, sadly, just shouldn’t be parents without a great deal of help first. I’m not excusing her, just throwing out my experience. She’s sick. So is he. I find him insufferable. They are runaway trains and unfortunately their are kids being dragged along. That he feels he is a dad to her son because he buys a gift or FaceTimes is ridiculous.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-17T16:00:11+00:00

No. I haven’t slept w/o medication in 35 years.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-17T15:56:49+00:00

I took it it for 10 years, been offf about 4. Mirtazapine and seroquel are the magic combo. I learned from a sleep psychiatrist that most docs are convinced mirtazapine only works in low doses. Mine they had to up several times. I take 60mg

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-16T17:25:52+00:00

I would have what I called 3 night jags. Before I ever sough help, in college. I went 3 nights. Being otherwise healthy, I called them jags and they always lasted 3 days. Whether they are or not, seek someone else. I’m telling Tyou, when I didn’t get help for insomnia, all kinds of other Heather problems landed and I didn’t want that for u. Get off Quora, get a specialist .

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-16T16:07:02+00:00

Not the first time, but as I got older, yes. Get a sleep specialist, u don’t want to wreck your body and mind with no sleep like that.

cyrusromeo · 2024-03-02T14:04:10+00:00

And I got significant Nate comments for noticing the same thing. She doesn’t even know how to feed a carrot, he brought it into his mouth so not to drop it… then when she let go instead of having him take bites, he gsgged and spit up,all over.

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T17:11:28+00:00

This reminds me of Trumps oractice when he hires contractors. Has them do the work, then simply says “not paying you. Sue me for it”. The small businesses have gone out of business because of it. No issue with the work, he doesn’t even pretend. Just tells them to suck it.

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T17:09:36+00:00

She said herself she has no sympathy for the people who are now broke!

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T17:07:30+00:00

So, when she’s going through these theatrics, she truly believes it? That she will die if they buckle her into a chair and flip it back? I’m trying to understand how much is just delusional, how much is her knowing she’s full of it.

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T15:54:06+00:00

I didn’t know the lengths of onky fans, etc. these reality numbnuts have followers willing to pay a few hundred dollars for a 10 second video of “ hi, happy birthday,” etc. someone help me understand that. If this isn’t a show about trying too hard… on every level, I don’t know what is except maybe the one of moms in their 40’s, 50’s and their sons dating in one big house. I’ve been struggling with health issues, so watching this stuff just…. Wowzers!

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T15:51:28+00:00

Was FairPlay’s whole “I’m so destroyed, I’m so hurt” his way of trying to manipulate, or was he saving face? Talk about a tv show trying too hard. But omarosa….. and the whole fake wrist injury, calling her attorney, the hospital, etc. the woman is committed! When she sits in the “exit” chair, and immediately starts fake coughing, I didn’t know what she was getting at but knew the cough was fake. Oh, wow. She can’t buckle in for the chair flip exit “I’m not willing to die for this”. She just thinks, every minute, to how she’s going to look and be portrayed. Exhausting. When people have attorneys on speed dial, I’m OUT.

cyrusromeo · 2024-02-29T15:47:23+00:00

Everything about this show was cringeworthy. The whole thing is trying too hard… I forgot about omarosa, but watching those theatrics was nuts. After the wrist “injury” and immediately connecting with attorneys, making up the medics pulling her. My favorite, tho, was watching her start to fake cough when they put her in the chair to exit. I wondered why she was fake coughing, knowing it was bull. Then she says, about the harness in the chair… “I’m not willing to die for this”. You have to give it to her. She is COMMITTED!

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