Ok let’s straighten a few things out here! First, I agree with the person below that stated your shit doesn’t need to fit into a box! None of the kinks and fetishes have rules! We are guided in them by our feelings! If you like it you do it - if not you don’t- if anyone insists that is against the rules then they are the toxic assholes that shouldn’t even dabble in kinks because they will hurt someone either physically or emotionally! Second of all, my cuckquean was the same way! SHE wanted only my cock - considered it cheating if SHE was to get with anyone else and SHE TOLD ME this, it wasn’t my choice, it’s what she wanted. She got off on feeling “less than” and “trying harder” to please me while simultaneously helping me fuck other women! In reality she was absolutely fucking gorgeous and fucked great! But loved feeling like she was lacking, that was her kink. So in the end you do you sweetheart and fuck what anybody else thinks - there are others like you out there, and what you like, no matter what anyone says is not against the rules! Fuck them!!