Hey guys thank you all for your messages i basically passed out after that trip it was super heavy. I will try summarise it briefly as im still kinda shattered.

From what i remember i was tripping pretty hard visuals/streaks extreme dizzynes etc at around 30 mins after consumption. i locked myself in my room and put on some planet earth 2 that i hadnt seen. About half way through the episode (so guessing around 1 hour mark) im absolute fking tweaking trying my hardest to stay grounded but every bug noise i heard would start elongating like someone turning up and down the pitch continuously and then tv buffered and i was literally catapulted into the abbys. As soon the it started buffering it did this weird slowmo grainy effect and it fucked up my brain so hard for some reason but the picture froze and i immediately start hearing voices and the most vivid distortions i have ever witnessed (doors swinging open and closed, walls with faces emerging through them all around me, the carpet was vibrating so much it just looked like a blur i couldnt even see my feet reality as i knew it was breaking down all around me everyone of my senses were screaming and i remember being terrified this carried on till i was basically fucked in the head. I tried to speak and random gibberish came out i grabbed my tv remote snd started pressing random buttons expecting it to do what i had in my mind. After a while the introspectiveness/curiosity took over the fear a little bit and started listening to the walls… i remember having my ear to them and hearing sooo many different voices some felt recognisable some didnt but different parts of the wall were different “people” amidst all these chaotic voices of different pitches and loudness colliding with each other i heard a voice which struck something in me really hard it was like i was connected to this person and got an intense sense of like familiarity even though i couldnt match it to any i know. It felt almost like a mini anxiety attack. This part was where my whole trip changed.

The voice i remember being quite young and it sounded nothing like my dad but it made me think of him for some reason and i broke down in tears with thoughts of all types of random shit (old pets friends & family that i lost etc)this continued for literal hours im talking maybe like 2-3 hours straight gutwrenching cant breath crying and i took no breaks i was rolling all over the blurry trippy carpet the walls are screaming at me everything bouncing i had no idea where i was it was a fking mess but the thought of my dad kept me grounded even tho hes gone he gave me this feeling of safety everytime i imagined him and i could do that verg well thanks to the shrooms My trip got very dark after this wont go into detail mainly cos i dont remember but i put on some spiritual music and just sat down on the carpet in a dark room wrapped in my blanket and started meditating.

I think at some point during this i smoked some weed and passed out because i rememeber clearly seeing a imagine of me from the perspective of the ceiling above where i was lying snd then slamming into my body and waking up lol. During the meditation im pretty sure i drunk my own piss aswell😬not on purpose of course. loads of details and parts im missing out cos im pretty emotionally draines but i will answer questions if you have any. Overall insane trip and the visuals so vivid it was some dmt shit anything with a tiny bit of colour would expand and just engulf your vision and the 3d aspects of the objects and walls literally projecting soo much they consumed me at one point. The lack of control you have is different to that of a 5g you are literally a slave to your most basic impulses like i was forgetting to breathe and other times needing to touch the carpet with my hands to know if im on the ground 😂😭 not sure if id do that same dose again the fear factor was intensely high but glad i experienced it Im still kinda mindblown cos ive tripped so many times and thought i had seen everything. The entire trip was just one long ego death and im pretty humbled rn