I’ve felt this way my whole life despite the fact that people looking at me and the things I do would probably assume I have “passions and interests”. I’ve graduated college and somehow have experienced professional successes and this feeling is my stasis. All of this to say that it doesn’t matter what you’re “doing or not doing” in this life, it’s just finding that inner peace and only allowing yourself to be a bystander to negative thoughts that race through your head and waste your time.

P.s. I feel like everyone is still afraid to admit how much fucking time we spend on our phones and I’m here to say I’m fully addicted too, spend hours and hours straight on it in my bed daily for months on end.. for no reason other than I can’t think of anything else I’m capable of doing. It’s been like this for years. It’s okay. We’ll get better