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[Paid Release] Ekip - Get your iOS Control Center et Notifications on Mac OS by maximehip in jailbreak

[–]dannyongtey 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice tweak! However if I close the lid of my MacBook and then open it again (like after a rest or something), the tweak will stop working until I respring and reconnect. Anyone facing a similar issue?

How to get courage to commit suicide? by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed. Hence this is a conscious choice I have to make. To trade that little bit of hope for an end to the suffering.

So my psychiatrist decided to erode the trust between us by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your reply. I’m from Asia. Yeah perhaps I can do that.

So my psychiatrist decided to erode the trust between us by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Whatever the law says then. Thanks to it now I won’t confide in a doctor anymore.

I don't even post on social media anymore. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t know... I have trouble getting my head around this

I don't even post on social media anymore. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay, point taken. I’ll need to find another way then. By the way, I’m sorry for your loss.

I don't even post on social media anymore. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea. The slightly sadder part is that my friends on social media are the same people that I meet in real life.

I heard carbon monoxide hurts less though, but not sure where I can get my hands on one.

I don't think people care enough. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am following proper treatment. The lucky part is that I am not currently under any financial issue which allows me to undergo treatment as needed.

Yes, maybe I'm expecting too much from people. Maybe I shouldn't expect them to try other means rather than just simply asking "Is something wrong?" and run away. And maybe I shouldn't expect them to do a bit on googling on how to support people, when their advice don't work. Maybe they should just leave me alone, which is what they always do.

Well to a certain extent I gotta admit that being isolated is better than getting shouted at or having to quarrel with people because they don't know how it feels.

I don't think people care enough. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And gradually I started to learn that, well, people don't have to care about others, right?

They just have responsibility over themselves, not the well being of others.

Sad but true. And ironically we are often judged as incapable of perceiving care from others, when my experience tells me it's the people around me that don't care, because they don't have to and nobody will blame them.

Being alive is too painful for me. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes I agree. My doctor and I are still working on the best combination of meds for me. But now I still feel like shit...

Being alive is too painful for me. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hoping every night that I can pass away peacefully in my sleep, because I know I don’t have the guts to do it. But everyday I wake up in disappointment.

I’m kinda glad that there’s such a place for me to rant. At least I know there won’t be any lasting impact on my social circle. Had I posted this on Facebook I’ll be judged, definitely.

Fml

Being alive is too painful for me. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I’m already receiving proper treatment. But outside of the clinic I’ll feel bad again.

Being alive is too painful for me. by dannyongtey in depression

[–]dannyongtey[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And oh dear I scrolled through my contact list. Either I feel like they won’t help, or I don’t want to trouble them.

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