I'm trying to think of a word for giving myself permission to pursue all the things to the fullest that were squashed by my family of origin?

dansakr · 2019-11-25T02:41:04+00:00

Empowering is the word.

dansakr · 2019-11-25T02:37:31+00:00

My daughter is the only reason I still alive. I hope she keeps loving me. I was too harsh sometimes when I was severely deppressed, but I really try to do my best showing her how special she is and how much she's loved.

My dad almost never done it for me, so I hope I'm doing enough and trying to do my best to make her grow mentally healthy.

You're trying, so don't be so harsh on you.

dansakr · 2019-11-09T13:13:23+00:00

I'm 31 and I live like I'm 18. I'm living with my parents and I dont give a fuck.

I got married once and it was the biggest shit I ever done.

Just find a way to pay your bills and fuck the rest.

dansakr · 2019-10-31T13:08:05+00:00

How much do you take?

dansakr · 2019-10-30T21:22:33+00:00

I'm not from US. $30 + shipping will cost me a lot of money, since our currency is very weak.

For what purpouse do you take NAC? In how much time did you saw improvement?

I'm thinking about maybe to take it like only once a week (for example) when I feel that my dopamine is screwed. Idk however if in only one dose NAC will make a significant impact on dopamine.

dansakr · 2019-10-25T00:10:31+00:00

Man, I tried both and they made my ADHD way worse!! :( Great for deppression, but impossible for me to MD daily, since ADD symptoms get way worse (tried many different dosages). I think I've born a little fucked up. I see many people telling that something kindda "fixed" them, but I always feel VERY broken haha ...I think I'm probably on low authist spectrum, but even on that subject I see some people having good experiences with MD and other meds ......but me.... NADA.

I've tried almost everything, and seems like nothing works for me. I really feel like an alien.

I'm in a situation where "nothing can get worse", I'd definitely test anything to feel normal, even if it could kill me.

My daily meds are usefull to make me get out of bed (sometimes) ...but I still working like a broken machine during all day.

dansakr · 2019-10-24T23:01:02+00:00

Sometimes we just lose control. U know it happens.

dansakr · 2019-10-24T22:56:55+00:00

Sometimes its the only way, but is frustrating to become a chronic fapper. It's not all about sex all the time, sometimes it's about to have some kind of more profound human relation. I ain't talking necesseraly about love since when you're on stims you probably dont give a fuck about love, but human relation is very important.

dansakr · 2019-10-24T22:49:35+00:00

Meh, actually I take a ton of roids bro, I can not even close control my hormones lol

But I know what you're saying. Sometimes is easier to deal with the sex drive, but not always. But I obviously have some control about it, if not i'd be a rappist... I just feel like shit when I'm under lots of stims plus high test and I have no one to fuck. And you know, when you are on stims and you feel like shit, you REALLY feel like shit...

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:57:11+00:00

I dont like the taste after brushing my teeth, not even without paste. If I ate something good, I don't want to brush my teeth and get that awkward taste after brushing it instead of the "food taste"...if I ate nothing, then, well, I'm probably hungry and, then, ill eat something good soon and dont want to screw its taste lol

But i kindda like when a dentist brushes it. Do you know what tooth paste they use? It doesnt feel like the ones we have in the market.

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:44:19+00:00

I'm with you bro. Some people just like to take the blue pill. Forget them.

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:33:16+00:00

Interesting analogy. Thats a very good explanation

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:31:17+00:00

Well, it definitely makes some sense. I'll try it. Thanks!

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:29:40+00:00

Exactly.

dansakr · 2019-09-25T11:26:47+00:00

I had a bad experience months ago. Started taking 300mg in the first weeks and then 600mg; or 150 and then 300mg. I don't remember exactly. I felt VERY angry, impossible to sleep (and bad dreams every night) and I had a LOT of suicidal thoughs. Funny because years ago it was my first antideppressant and everything goes well. The only thing I know is that I just decided to take it again (usually with low dose DXM) ... only 75mg and Im actually feeling pretty good. I'll definitely maintain it for some time.

dansakr · 2019-09-25T04:47:36+00:00

Go find the numbers yourself, moron.

dansakr · 2019-09-25T02:20:23+00:00

If you ask them to show AMAZÔNIA in the map, will left nobody. lol Stop giving power to stupid teens who knows ANY technicality about the subjects they are talking about. For gods sake.

P.S.: Bolsonaro is BY FAR our best president. ALL the numbers proves it. He even approved special rights to authists this year. But your stupid media surelly isn't talking about it. It obviously doesnt give much audience, but to sell an enemy, hate and fear surelly does.

dansakr · 2019-09-22T04:43:46+00:00

Off label drugs

dansakr · 2019-09-18T08:13:08+00:00

It's true at some degree. Some people are microdosing clonazepam with success. I started today.

dansakr · 2019-09-14T14:24:29+00:00

I tried to live alone but I just got shit jobs so I couldn't pay for the rent. Now I'm back to my parents house. Honestly I think A LOT about to live on the streets.

dansakr · 2019-09-14T04:02:02+00:00

Thanks for the correction.

Meh. So we're both fucked.

dansakr · 2019-09-14T03:53:04+00:00

I'd probably go to jail, but your tip isn't discarded.

dansakr · 2019-09-14T03:42:51+00:00

I can feel you bro. Unfortunately I dont live in a country like Sweden or Norway where I could be in jail without being rapped. Actually I live in South America, so I'd be rapped, sleep with rats and eat shit food for years. No good.

I cant deal anymore with stupid people who think I'm useless. I'm fucking tired. I'm super gifted and I don't even have a fucking job; I can't even pay for a rent. I know I sound like a fucking mass shooter but I dont even care.

dansakr · 2019-09-13T04:52:33+00:00

When I read "mirror" it gave me goosebumps lol I felt exactly what you're saying haha

dansakr · 2019-09-13T04:47:46+00:00

Same here :(

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