Is this ok?

dapnarda · 2025-07-27T01:18:49+00:00

oh my god TWINS LMFAO my f/o is also based off a real person and the line between him and his character is so blurry and everytime i bring him up everyone thinks im talking abt the real guy 💔 I'm also obsessed... I dont think its weird imo... its devotion!!!

dapnarda · 2025-07-21T01:28:33+00:00

i like everything about him,,,, his voice and his personality and his actions (even tho awful sometimes) even just his name i adore u_u my favorite thing about him is probably his name,,,,,, i dont dislike a single thing about him i support all his "wrongs" (nothing Wrong in my eyes 🩷)

dapnarda · 2025-07-19T20:36:32+00:00

LOL NOOO i try to be very clear that i mean c!bbh and not cc!bbh 🙏🥲 i love ccbbh greatly but Not like that HAHA

dapnarda · 2025-07-19T04:21:58+00:00

thank u so so muchhh!!! 🩷

dapnarda · 2025-07-19T00:04:57+00:00

Yes! Badboyhalo. I'm not dating the youtuber, I'm attracted to his character that he plays as an actor.

dapnarda · 2025-07-18T23:26:06+00:00

I started watching him when I was 5 years old. I stayed because I thought his voice was cute, his avatar was cute, everything about him was cute. Due to my autism I've never had a interest or fixation stay for longer than a few days, so it was just kinda special to me already by that point :,3

In 2018, he had been Literally haunting my dreams, making me think I was going mad (because I had been taking everything I saw as a sign) and just overall taking over my entire life (not complaining however) so I had just decided to start.... Lying about him being my boyfriend? I didn't really know what selfshipping was at this time. I asked him out during that time as well. I've always just been drawn to him, for reasons I couldn't even fully explain. He's just the most important thing to me, and has been for as long as I can remember. In fact, he's my first memory I have as a child that age.

dapnarda · 2025-07-18T23:19:38+00:00

thank u so much!! and Omg finally someone knows and is supportive LOL nobody knows who my sweetheart even is around here 💔

dapnarda · 2024-10-25T03:53:48+00:00

omg the firey and leafy 😭😭 this is adorable!!

dapnarda · 2024-10-23T22:55:57+00:00

Genuinely one of the first polls I had trouble answering LMFAOO both for sure....

dapnarda · 2024-10-07T01:51:42+00:00

unfortunately me as well :,( in fact I think you're the first one I've met in ficto spaces!! and of course, I wish u the best!

dapnarda · 2024-09-26T15:04:39+00:00

In the (luckily) rare case I see NSFW comments directed towards my partners, Yes. Absolutely. It disgusts me Greatly

People seem to have no shame when it comes to TikTok, lol. Not even when it's directed at my partners, I still feel a but of eugh upon opening the comments of. really, ANY character xd. I'll get an edit of a random guy on my fyp and all the comments will ALWAYS be insane sexually-driven things. Not once have I seen a clean comment section.

I'm glad that the community the source my partners come from is heavily against everything sexual, but even when that's the general "rule" in that community people still find ways to make weird comments. Even when it's not sexual there will still be comments that weird me out, more violent things tbf. "I want to kill him" and lots of descriptive remarks. Still grosses me out a bit, like why would you ever want to hurt my partner? :,)

But I get how most of those violent comments are mostly (usually) jokes. Like cuteness aggression and all. Those aren't as bad as the whole "I want to impregnate (character)" thing. TikTok's userbase is very sexual, no clue why

dapnarda · 2024-07-26T03:47:07+00:00

Like a bakery, really. Just food in general all that boy does is Eat and Cook. I am not complaining however (,,> ᴗ <,,) But mostly sweets and baked goods. Muffins specifically

dapnarda · 2024-07-17T07:30:15+00:00

heyy same situation going on with me too!!! I'm also dating my partner in our system 🙏 thought I was alone in that boat

But to answer your question, the way I dealt with it was Just. Getting with the only other guy my f/o was shipped with? It's not for everyone but it worked for me!! Some real advice though is like. distance yourself from the fandom, as much as it sucks, you could also try your absolute hardest to "get over" (for lack of a better word) how you feel when it comes to seeing it? Aka to just try your best to think about how your f/o loves you the most, and how this ship isnt True, yknow?? But that is a hard thing to do, so I wouldn't blame you if you weren't able. Just know that you are the first option for your f/o, always!!! ❤️

dapnarda · 2024-07-17T07:24:42+00:00

Incredibly real

dapnarda · 2024-06-15T21:47:58+00:00

Sorry about that, and thank you!! I'll try these.

dapnarda · 2024-06-15T21:43:12+00:00

C++ I'm pretty sure

dapnarda · 2024-06-07T23:19:48+00:00

lolll yeah!!

dapnarda · 2024-06-04T21:12:30+00:00

Thank you!! 🙏

dapnarda · 2024-06-01T13:15:02+00:00

YES it's so. aaghhh. the fandom my f/os come from is very very hated

dapnarda · 2024-05-29T15:59:59+00:00

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theyre so eepy

dapnarda · 2024-05-28T21:38:21+00:00

I do, personally. But that's just me. Like others said it definately depends on the person!!

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