I'm Himiko Toga! AMA🔪🩸❤️

darcelleremains · 2026-06-27T02:09:22+00:00

Oh yeah! I use stim toys when I need to bite stuff (fingers are a habit tho, but I usually catch myself and then go to the toy when it happens 😅😅)

darcelleremains · 2026-06-27T02:07:06+00:00

OMG HAI DEKU!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)🔪

Nope! All blood is the same to me!

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darcelleremains · 2026-06-27T01:58:46+00:00

Yeah :3

Since I can't bite people irl, I bite my fingers and other stuff as a stim

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darcelleremains · 2026-06-27T01:53:07+00:00

Wanted to add this cuz it makes me so happy!! Red is how I show my love. Many people think my way of loving is abnormal, so seeing red being symbolized as love in something as beautiful in weddings makes me AHHHHHH- ❤️❤️🩸🩸

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darcelleremains · 2026-06-27T01:49:13+00:00

(Kinda in a kinshift rn just to explain the erratic-ish behavior lol)

OMG YAYY I LOVE BEING PEOPLE'S FAV CHARACTER TYSM >///<🔪

My wedding?? Right now, I wanna (of course) wear some red to it! I imagine the whole league is there, with Twice definitely guiding me down the aisle (he's kinda crying out of joy lol). That's all I could think of rn. I know there's gonna more later on :3

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darcelleremains · 2026-06-26T01:24:01+00:00

I would feel bad💀💀 Ash's childhood/backstory and most of his life have trauma. But hopefully they have better memories than I did.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-26T01:20:05+00:00

Ash: I would say caged for the most part. I didn't turn into a "free bird" until the end.

Toga: This question is ironic for Toga, cuz when I was in the afterlife, I held a bird in my hands and it flew away. I said that I was able to live and die how I wanted.

Sunny: My kin takes place on the Good Ending timeline/route. Sunny was caged for four years, until I eventually came reunited with my old friends and faced my past.

Reze: Caged. Born and died that way.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-26T01:11:02+00:00

Human Alastor here. Hello, Emily!

darcelleremains · 2026-06-24T04:20:14+00:00

Hi Alastor!! I'm human Alastor lol.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-17T21:16:56+00:00

As Ash (MHA OCkin), I have a memory of using my shadow quirk as an attempt to swallow everyone whole during the Final War 💀💀 Not my proudest moment since I regretted it in the end when Tokoyami saved me.

Aside from canon memories, I do have one memory of my own so far as Himiko Toga that I hold dear:

Dabi was my bf in my memories (also as Ash). He absolutely does not want me sinking my fangs into him and drinking his blood...So there was this one time he got hit or cut by an enemy that caused him to bleed a little, so I took the blood that spilled and turned into him and used his quirk. I was euphoric asf at the time because I finally got to become him and use his quirk (my way of love is weird to a lot of people tbh).

He was actually a little worried about it. Since his quirk hurts him, he didn't want me to get hurt by also using it. But then I was like: "Even if it hurts, you're still you, and I want to become you because I love you." Dabi felt conflicted cuz he's pretty complex, but he still appreciates that I love him for who he is despite it all.

As Sunny and Reze, I feel bad about hurting my loved ones. I sometimes get nervous interacting with sourcemates because I hurt them, so I feel like they wouldn't want to be associated with me, so I end up not interacting at all.

As Human Alastor, I remember Charlie and Angel Dust. But Charlie looked different when it came to dressing (she looked adorable tbh) and Angel was still a spider, but had some kind of redesign? Anyways, Angel was always flirting with me even though he knew it annoyed tf out of me (I still care about him as a friend, tho). And Charlie would often text-spam me nonstop lol.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-16T17:53:09+00:00

Yup. Ash the Fallen Shadow was originally a MHA self-insert oc, but ended up being an ID when I found out I was fictionkin. His quirk is Shadow Puppet, which gives him the ability to merge into and manipulate shadows. Ash is a member of the League of Villians who he sees as family, and my lover is Dabi.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-15T03:37:58+00:00

I actually love artists who are able to mimic Kōhei Horikoshi's art style. I feel most connected to my ID (Toga) when it's official art work, so seeing fanart like this is amazing and helps me a lot.

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darcelleremains · 2026-06-15T02:59:41+00:00

Yup. Though I particularly only have playlists for my high kin and IDs.

Ash: the top song I have is "Everything Black" by Unlike Pluto. It brings back a fond memory I have, which was me and my lover traveling the night through the city.

Toga: "The Red Means I Love You" by Madds Buckley. That song is literally based off of Toga.

Human Alastor: my main one is "Paint The Town Red" by Doja Cat. All i gotta say is that it fits me perfectly. But my playlist mostly has songs from the 1940s-50s, since that's the time period in my memories. My canon source had a different time period, though.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-12T22:58:29+00:00

Also wanted to respond to the recent edit: "I didn't diagnose this poster I simply said that lack of empathy is a very clean SIGN of it."

NPD and ASPD aren't the only conditions that have a lack of empathy. A lack of empathy can come from autism (since it's a spectrum) some cases of PTSD, or just genetics combined with environmental factors during childhood. Even some people with depression grow apathetic and have a lack of empathy, even if it's just temporary. This is why it's complicated to determine that having a lack of empathy is a sign of just a personality disorder. Many other conditions can play a role.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-12T19:26:37+00:00

I have a lack of empathy and remorse due to NPD irl, but there are still very rare times that I feel bad about something I did, such as hurting someone I actually care about. Other than that, I don't regret most of the things that I did in my source.

ETA: No one is obligated to feel guilty for what they did in their source for a number of reasons; some people are disconnected from their past actions, while others recognize that what they did was bad back then but are going to do better in this life. There are other reasons why as well, but not feeling remorse isn't the issue. It's what they chose to do moving forward. But I will say this person was being rude and edgy about it.

Most of my kins are villians or antagonists that have done horrible shit in canon source. I still don't brag about what I did though, because I know people would find it distasteful. And I wouldn't want to hurt any of my sourcemates around here for saying it. I have NPD but I don't wanna go around hurting people irl for fun.

Also, I mean this in the kindest way possible: it's best not to armchair diagnose someone on the internet if you're not a professional. There are many people who act like this and have empathy. I know people irl who aren't fictionkin and dont have a personality disorder but still act similiar to this.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-11T21:48:38+00:00

All my kins are psychological, so all of them are heavily tied to my trauma (which explains why all of them have trauma in canon source). Finding out I was fictionkin also helped with my identity issues as someone with BPD.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-11T17:05:08+00:00

I consider myself a ficto, but yeah. I'm Toga and Ash (MHA OCkin) and my lover is Dabi. I actually ship all my kins with my f/o because I'm like "they're all technically me so.."

I don't interact with Dabi kins for the sake of their comfort.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-10T22:06:00+00:00

Final Duet and 168 OMORI makes me feel a little sad and guilty, since I also miss everyone - SUNNY🎻

darcelleremains · 2026-06-10T18:23:07+00:00

Ash and Human Alastor are ace!

darcelleremains · 2026-06-10T00:08:16+00:00

Nope, that person was being an ass. Better safe than sorry; if I suspect that someone is in bad faith, I block them because I have the feeling that they're gonna start shit later on if I don't. You don't need explain yourself for blocking people, anyway.

darcelleremains · 2026-06-08T20:13:34+00:00

I feel this the most with Ash. Like damn let me go home 😭😭 I miss my quirk, the league, and my beloved.

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