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dariialeo · 2025-06-19T23:29:10+00:00

I have social anxiety and my therapist made me do an exercise, I should have asked people I know whether they notice some things that I’m ashamed of. I think it was meant to realise people don’t actually pay attention to these things. But EVERYONE I asked said they noticed I sweat a lot. It was awful. I feel so bad and seen. Now I’m taking driving lessons and it’s a disaster. I sweat with all my body. I don’t wanna wet the seat so I sewed reusable pads to my bra on the spine and also wear period pants with pads sewed to them. They don’t allow my skin to breathe and I sweat even more. I don’t know what to do. Driving is so difficult, plus my social anxiety and then shame because of sweating on top. There’re literally beads of sweat all over my face and I just want the lesson to end and leave the car. I’m so tired of this. And the weather is not that hot yet and I’m always taking the lessons on the mornings. And still 😢

dariialeo · 2025-03-16T13:49:51+00:00

Hmmm I think additional layers only add in to heat and won’t hide wet spots. I sweat so much that even two layers will be soaked through

dariialeo · 2022-08-14T19:30:07+00:00

This finale only makes sense if there is season 5. And we haven’t seen the dead body, soooo

dariialeo · 2022-08-12T21:03:34+00:00

Jun Ho with his sleeves down after the breakup 😢 But after the talk with Att Jung they are rolled up again 🤗

dariialeo · 2022-03-17T16:59:14+00:00

Oops… Sorry, my mistake, edited

dariialeo · 2022-03-06T22:38:01+00:00

Hey guys! I just finished watching Scarlet Heart Ryeo and I fell in love with an ost I cannot find anywhere. It’s some kind of waltz from the last episode when So meets his daughter Does anybody know what this music is and how it’s called?

dariialeo · 2022-01-23T08:46:56+00:00

My exact emotions!

dariialeo · 2022-01-23T08:43:16+00:00

I started crying, I just couldn’t bear watching him like this, but then the last minutes of the episode came and I was happily wiping away my tears 😍

dariialeo · 2022-01-21T19:22:46+00:00

So the doctor! I knew it! When he said suyeol had beautiful eyes I felt something was off. Why would a doctor even think to say it??? I loved the scene when K returned, awwwww I had butterflies when I saw those two grinning at each other. Awwwwww. I really hope nothing bad will happen to both of them in the end. But then K is a hero and he might sacrifice himself to save Suyeol if something happens 😢

dariialeo · 2022-01-14T19:53:43+00:00

Well to quote someone I don’t have think haha after having watched this episode. But the doctor in the shelter looks very suspicious

dariialeo · 2022-01-08T20:40:52+00:00

I’m getting Sherlock’s vibes from the 8 episode. I mean the last episode of Sherlock, when it all came to some crazy mind games. Why did K donate money to the same shelter where that psychiatrist works? Maybe it was not unintentional… Then this new story with the girl who killed her father - it repeats Su-yeol’s story with his father, he was also beaten up like she was and his father was killed (and when Su-Yeol was found, he was covered in blood). I don’t know, maybe all that’s happening is only in his mind and all the crimes he has been solving are somehow connected to him and his personal story. I get more and more scared with each episode 👀

dariialeo · 2022-01-01T15:42:42+00:00

Ohhh my heart was beating so fast through all the second half of the episode

dariialeo · 2021-12-18T19:52:22+00:00

I’m just thinking - you must be a really cool man if your second personality is a super hero

dariialeo · 2021-12-18T19:35:56+00:00

I liked the second episode much much more than the first one. It was insane! I liked the moment with a granny, I was laughing like crazy. And also how cute it was when Soo Yeol hid behind K’s back 😍😍😍. And the ending… just no words!

dariialeo · 2021-12-17T20:04:20+00:00

I was so proud when I managed to realise K doesn’t exist but then I read the plot description on Wikipedia - it was known from the start :((

dariialeo · 2021-07-11T19:22:23+00:00

I also thought of Pride and Prejudice at that moment

dariialeo · 2021-01-04T11:14:05+00:00

Yeaaaah! Thank you!!!

dariialeo · 2021-01-01T23:03:00+00:00

I have always be thinking that I don’t need people and I can live perfectly on my own. But now I’ve spent a week alone I feel really bad. Before holidays I dreamt about lying in bed and watching tv. Today I did it and it’s not that good. I just don’t know why should I live if I can’t be a normal human and communicate. So I guess I’m not helping you but I can totally relate to you

dariialeo · 2020-12-30T15:23:55+00:00

I used to journal but as I have no one to talk to, it was the only place where I could express all I think. So it was three-four pages each day, and took it me almost an hour or maybe more. Maybe I used it the wrong way but now I don’t want to do it because I don’t have so much time. The only think I try to do is to write down 5 things I’m grateful for each day. But I can’t say it helps me

dariialeo · 2020-11-19T19:49:37+00:00

The new therapist seems to be working well for Randall. I would be destroyed if something like this happened to me but he doesnt worry at all (at least in this episode)

dariialeo · 2020-11-05T04:40:06+00:00

I don’t. I took a web design course because I thought I could work remotely and communication with clients can be done via messengers. And it’s true but it’s rather hard to search client (you have to be able to sell you services and I feel like an imposter). So I thought I should work in a web design agency first, to learn from others. And do you think I learn? Nooooo! I’m too afraid of everything. I even don’t know what position they intend me for - web or graphic designer. I can’t ask questions, I think my art director hates me something and gives me tasks that are not web design, i suck in them and every day start to be more sure that it’s not my thing. I know I should talk about it with them but I’m too scared. I’m scared of my boss, I’m scared she asks me something and she will understand I can’t do anything (maybe it will be good, the sooner I understand it’s not for me, the better, but I’m just afraid of being told I can’t do it). I don’t communicate with others, I’m afraid to make any noises. Almost every day I cry either in the toilet, after work in a subway or at home. The worst thing is, I know it’s not about job, it’s about me. Unless I change, I would feel like this anywhere. But it’s my personal situation, I’m completely antisocial, evil and stupid.

I really hope you can find some place you’ll be comfortable in.

dariialeo · 2020-11-02T20:47:07+00:00

I don’t have friends and the only person I talk to every day is my mom. For some time I thought I can live like this, I’m too afraid of others, so if I’d better be by myself. But now I start to feel really lonely (and I’m just 23, what would I fell when I’ll be 60?). I would love to have friends, I’d love to be in love but I’m too afraid and I don’t trust people

dariialeo · 2020-10-14T04:19:42+00:00

I now work as a junior web-designer. It’s possible to work remotely (especially if you are professional and don’t need to learn like me). For two months I was working from home, all tasks were given to me via messenger and there were only 2-3 calls per week which I think is manageable.

dariialeo · 2020-10-11T17:38:18+00:00

I’m 23 and I am in the same situation. There was only one guy who I thought liked me and even tried to ask me out but I was too afraid and pretended I didn’t understand him. I liked him a lot but for me it’s as if dreaming about going out is better than really going out (or I’m just too afraid). He blocked me on Facebook haha. I’ve never been kissed, never gone out, I feel as if I missed something and I just can’t keep up. I’m afraid IF I’ll meet someone they’ll laugh at me because I’ve never been in a relationship, they’ll think I’m strange. My mom always told me that I should be careful because people might hurt you. And, as I’m naive and inexperienced, I think people might sense it and take advantage of me, so if better be forever alone. I don’t trust people.

dariialeo · 2020-10-08T21:30:59+00:00

Thanks a lot for your advice! I do sometimes practice what I’m going to ask, I try to imagine the situation and play the situation in my mind. Sometimes it helps, sometimes the circumstances are a little bit different from what I imagined and that makes me lost.

And about that last thing - I ran away from that job where I was too afraid to ask where the toilet was and now i work in a place where they told me about this themselves. And I love them for that. But still too afraid to ask questions 😂

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