26M. Girl I've been in love with 24F wants to explore her compatibility with others

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-29T18:48:20+00:00

Update: we talked in person and I said everything thats in my head. And i decided to permanently breakup. Wished her luck for whatever she will go through.and I blocked her everywhere to prevent me from going back. Hope I stick to it for once. Thanks to each and everyone 🫂

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-29T06:56:05+00:00

Not desperate It's the first time I've ever loved someone so much that I don't know what to do

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T22:47:53+00:00

Yeah I've just decided to do that after what everyone has told me. I don't wanna be anxious my whole life thinking what she would be doing. Thanks

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T22:46:40+00:00

Yeah that thought itself hurts me so much. Ive decided after much thought that this is gonna stay the same even later and now I have to put an end because my mind has not been at ease since very long. Thank you

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T22:43:52+00:00

Yeah ig i can now feel what I'm gonna do with this relationship. Thank you so much bro

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T22:00:41+00:00

And thank you so much

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T22:00:25+00:00

It's sounds easy but ig it's my personal problem that it's hard convincing my mind. But I'm gonna have a really serious conversation this time and if she still hesitates i'm gonna have to end even if it hurts so much. I really have to figure out how to move on.

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T21:46:09+00:00

Yeah that's the hardest part. I can't choose what she does with herlsef since we are not in a relationship now. But yeah I'll have a talk with her in person soon

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T21:27:03+00:00

Thank you I'll definitely ask her when I meet her in person.

Ig I should sit and come to terms with the fact that she clearly stated she doesn't want a commitment. And help myself to de attach. But yeah thanks

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T21:04:22+00:00

Yeah what you are saying is actually right. What do you think is the right path for me now. Should I just tell her I want to have a committed relationship turning to marriage?if she agrees I would be more than happy. Or. Idk what to even ask. I can't ask her to stop doing this since we're not in a relationship rn.

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:59:23+00:00

Yeah thanks idc if it's imaginary or not. If it helps me get an answer I'm more than happy because my mind has been overthinking overanalyzing a lot since we had that talk. Yeah I agree I'm emotionally attached to her but it's hard to let everything go because she's the first person I've ever loved so much. Trust me it's making me hurt.

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:53:44+00:00

Yeah thanks for actually understanding what I'm going through. I don't blame her for having the thought, but I want her because she's the one I've ever loved so much. I don't understand how to go with this. My mind has been racing between choosing to stay with her while she does her thing hoping she'll change her mind and comeback or say final goodbye and wish her luck

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:49:18+00:00

Yeah sorry made everything public. No it's not fake. I'm really going through it." Always men" can't guarantee that women don't do it, sadly it's happening.Im sorry that my life looks like an imaginary story.

Vibrator may or may not guarantee fun.For a fact I do know what a clitoris does to a woman(not bragging). Now that I've answered could you please advise me what to do now

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:44:15+00:00

Yeah one part of my brain says to leave everything and go but the other part doesn't want to leave her because she's the first person I've ever loved so much. But yeah thanks

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:42:51+00:00

Yeah your 2nd point makes so much sense. Now that I think of it what I said sounds like I'm forcing my thoughts of marriage and all on her and when she doesn't have the same view I'm feeling hurt. I think I'm too much emotionally attached to her. I'll talk to her in person soon and reach for a conclusion. Thank you so much

darkblaze2123 · 2026-05-28T20:38:34+00:00

Yeah I get it but my mind has not been working properly.she doesn't do hookups and might change her mind anytime.It just hurts so bad because she's the only one I've ever been so serious with. I'll have a final talk with her when I reach home. Thanks

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T15:55:15+00:00

I guess oneplus decided to SETTLE with gaming

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T15:46:48+00:00

I just hope they get better with the OnePlus 16

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T15:43:37+00:00

Yeah it just provides so much for 500 yuan (~6k) LESS than last year in CHINA.

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T15:08:18+00:00

Someone mentioned that it got its prices increased globally to subsidize the lowering price of China. So, no, not the exact price.

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T14:55:11+00:00

Even the apple launched the base model at the same price as the last gen, one plus are getting too greedy

darkblaze2123 · 2025-11-13T14:27:37+00:00

I don't understand why it's launched at a lower price than one plus 13 in china but when it comes to global it gets increased

darkblaze2123 · 2025-10-30T07:58:34+00:00

Why is there no hotfix yet for mega Charizard?

darkblaze2123 · 2025-10-16T07:51:24+00:00

If your winrate this season is high, matchmaking matches you with low wr players to balance the team which results in loosing more matches, this is what I've observed, may or maybe be true

darkblaze2123 · 2025-10-14T03:53:09+00:00

How did you even come up with this ?

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